Even if I cheat, you don't cheat when you sleep.
#1 Let's stop.
we,
How did I end up here?
Where did it go wrong,,
I don't know.
How long can I love you
I am,
I don't know.
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Hey, Choi Yeonjun.
최연준
Why, again
김여주
Why are you so late these days?
최연준
..If you work, you might be late.
최연준
What's the problem?
김여주
...
김여주
...under?
김여주
What's the matter,
김여주
You've been with a woman until now.
최연준
however?
김여주
...however?
김여주
you..
김여주
The word "but" is coming out now..?
김여주
It's 3 am now.
최연준
We met for work
김여주
...
김여주
under,
김여주
Hey, don't lie.
김여주
I know your schedule, right?
김여주
And who is meeting at this hour?
김여주
It's even stranger if it's work at night.
최연준
...
최연준
...let's stop it,
최연준
Let's talk tomorrow.
최연준
I'm tired now.
widely._
The Fed left me and walked towards the door.
김여주
...
김여주
...hey!!
최연준
...
Swish._
The Fed opened the door and went in with an indifferent look on its face, ignoring my words.
김여주
...
김여주
Shit, I'm not done talking yet.
김여주
Shit, I'm not done talking yet...
I stood alone in front of the room where the Fed had entered, muttering to myself.
And then I could only stare at the doorknob in solitude.
김여주
...
How long must I just stare at this doorknob?
I'm tired of it,
I'm bored, should I stop?
no,
No, I want to stop..
Crunch._
Druk._
최연준
What, again
The Fed turned its head in an annoyed tone at the sound of the door opening.
김여주
Let's talk.
최연준
..
최연준
..I told you to do it tomorrow.
김여주
No, just one word will do.
최연준
..what is it?
김여주
..
Gulp
When I actually saw him, my mouth wouldn't open and I just kept swallowing dry saliva.
최연준
What is it, tell me quickly.
The Fed seemed annoyed by this and urged me on when I was hesitating.
...
After hearing his words, I feel so ashamed of myself for hesitating.
And I felt so stupid
I'm mad at myself for doing this.
I decided to open my mouth again, my heart growing increasingly angry.
김여주
Choi Yeon-jun
김여주
Let's stop this.
...
As soon as he finished speaking, a moment of silence flowed between us.
Meanwhile, I watched the Fed's reaction.
최연준
...
The Fed looked straight into my face and didn't say anything or show any expression for a long time.
but,
I could tell.
I'm quite surprised by one word from you,,
Although he appears expressionless on the outside, his eyes are shaking.
furthermore,
You always have a 'shake' in your back and shoulders when you're surprised.
I know.
최연준
Are you serious?
김여주
what
최연준
Let's stop.
김여주
Yeah, I'm serious.
최연준
..
최연준
..you,
최연준
..Don't say breakup so easily.
The Fed spoke with a darker expression than before.
김여주
It's not something I say lightly.
김여주
I thought about it a lot too.
김여주
So, I'll stop.
최연준
...you, really
김여주
I'm tired of being hurt by you and of hurting you.
김여주
Let's stop this.
최연준
...
최연준
...Okay, do whatever you want.
bang._
Yeonjun stormed out of the room with a cold expression.
김여주
...
I guess I did a good job,,
I also packed my bags and left the house while the Fed was out.
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최수빈
What's going on at this hour?
김여주
...hey,
김여주
...Hey, I broke up with him.
최수빈
???
최수빈
why
최수빈
You guys have been getting along well so far, right?
김여주
...
김여주
...I don't know, me either,,
최수빈
..??
최수빈
What, what's going on?
최수빈
Did you fight?
김여주
...
김여주
...Choi Yeonjun, I think he has another woman.
최수빈
what?
최수빈
Him?
김여주
huh..
최수빈
...Oh, I guess so..
김여주
It's true...
최수빈
Since when,
최수빈
Was that so?
김여주
..it's been quite a while.
김여주
It's already been two years since I've left it like this.
최수빈
...
최수빈
...You haven't said that to me in two years.
김여주
...Yeah, I was worried you'd be worried
김여주
and..
김여주
I thought I was just bored.
김여주
I've been dating Choi Yeonjun for quite some time..
최수빈
..that's true
김여주
So I just said let's break up.
최수빈
...Are you okay?
김여주
...
김여주
...Yeah, it's okay
김여주
...Yeah, it should be okay.
I continued to stare at the wooden floor with a bitter face.
김여주
Oh, and once I got out of the house.
최수빈
You came out?
김여주
Yeah, I used to live with Choi Yeonjun.
김여주
..but that was originally their house too..
김여주
Well, I have no choice but to come out.. haha
김여주
Now we're broken up.
최수빈
So where should I stay?
김여주
..First, I'll try to find it after staying at a jjimjilbang..lol
최수빈
...Oh my,
최수빈
Okay, you just stay at my house.
김여주
...huh?
최수빈
And when I get home, I go out.^^
김여주
...omg,
김여주
...Wow, really??
최수빈
Yeah, it's hard to keep holding out like that in the sauna.
김여주
...Yeah, thank you so much..
최수빈
Because there is one room left
최수빈
You write
김여주
Yeah, I'll find a house quickly and move out.
최수빈
Yeah, you can take your time.
최수빈
Well, it's too late now
최수빈
Go in quickly and sleep
김여주
huh
최수빈
Well then, sleep well
김여주
Oh, you too
김여주
Thank goodness I almost slept on the street.
김여주
_Sigh._
I threw myself straight into bed without even unpacking.
Then I went to bed and buried my tired body under the blanket.
김여주
Ugh..~
I closed my eyes like this...
Still can't sleep.
My head was full of thoughts about him.
I wonder if the choice I made was a good one.
And can I ever forget him?
I tossed and turned for a long night with that thought in mind.
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