Maginot Line with you

[Episode 46] The young daughter went to the stone tomb because she liked the bellflowers.

* The title of this episode is a phrase from the poem “Nun” by poet Baek Seok.

* Please note this when viewing.

The muggy and humid summer is fast approaching.

Summer, marked by suffocating heat and unpleasant humidity, seems to be so long that it seems like it will never end.

Why is it that summer is always remembered only as a bright and shining moment?

What feelings remained in that hot summer?

There was a story behind the sweat dripping down,

What memories were mixed in the hot breath that was finally exhaled?

Shoooooo

Shoooooooo–

윤여주

........

윤여주

....((I raise my head and get hit by the water stream falling from the shower head

The water stream falls mercilessly on my face, and my eyebrows move without me even trying.

He curled up even smaller, his body wrapped around his legs with both arms.

I also have a very sad life.

He knew his own subject best, but he did everything he could to hide it, pretending to be noble and orphaned.

If you end up suffering from it alone again,

윤여주

.......

윤여주

....haha,..

The water droplets flowing down my crouched body felt like heavy rocks pulling me down.

Even though I was willing to turn on the cold water, the air was still humid,

The truth that burst out when I lost track of the topic was always embarrassing.

Is it your fault for not seeing reality even though you have reached it?

Is it my fault that I ended up covering it up even though I faced the reality?

No, is there anything that can be clearly stated as whose fault it is?

The guilt of having ruined a family by my existence,

I feel sorry that I may have left a deep wound in someone's heart.

A sense of regret for the words I couldn't say,

Yet, the sense of disconnect and terrible relief that comes from not being over yet.

It seems like all of those things are gnawing at me, blinding me, and leading me deeper into the abyss.

Even if it's just my delusion and illusion.

The summer air, which had become heavier, also hung there.

Jeong-guk, who refused to open his mouth, and Si-hye, who looked at him with various expressions.

Why is this world so retarded?

백시혜

...okay,

백시혜

He doesn't say he'll go all the way

전정국

.......

백시혜

..Jungkook,

백시혜

....Do you know how I feel? Right now,

백시혜

I feel like reality is being denied

백시혜

Because the kid I've had a crush on for over 10 years is just you.

백시혜

...that it was you,

백시혜

I... really liked you a lot,

전정국

......

백시혜

..but, no, now,

백시혜

Didn't you tell him that he couldn't go anyway even if you told him to?

백시혜

...It's funny that I'm beating the drum like this now...

백시혜

Then just live like that for the rest of your life. Just...

백시혜

What the fuck you....,

백시혜

.....ha,..just, live like that for the rest of your life.

전정국

.......

Every single letter, every single tone of voice

Her voice, as she looked at Jeongguk, trembled as if it was breaking.

...you may have noticed that there is a bit of ridicule mixed in there.

백시혜

It's really annoying.

백시혜

..you were always foolish and too cowardly.

전정국

......

전정국

huh, ...

His tightly clenched fist began to tremble.

The reality that emerged after a long period of misunderstandings, lies, and silence was calm and quite bleak.

Jieeeeing

Jiiing_

백시혜

.....

Si-hye just hung up the phone that had called her.

Is it foolishness, or is there really that much foolishness left?

Just like before, I brushed my sweaty, damp bangs back, and passed by Jeongguk, who was just standing there blankly.

백시혜

I'm leaving this house. So you,

백시혜

.....

백시혜

...do as you please,

The feeling of letting go of the rope I had been holding on to was more bland than I thought.

All I did was let go of the end of the rope and let it touch the floor.

It was only after I packed my meager clothes and belongings that I began to feel resentment.

백시혜

........

백시혜

....sigh...

전정국

......

백시혜

Oh... oh... oh, .....

Swish

Swish–

bang))

전정국

....

The vibration from the slammed door rang in my ears.

전정국

...((Tilt your head up and close your eyes tightly

The back of my neck feels really stiff.

Inside the house she left,

All that remained was the musty smell, the hot and damp, the cold but dry past.

Click

Click–

백시혜

......

백시혜

....((Check the missed call that was hung up earlier.

백시혜

.....

백시혜

- Oh, Dad

백시혜

-What are you calling about?

시혜/부

– I heard from Director Kim. That bastard, Jeon Seo-bang!! Why didn’t you tell me he cheated on you, huh?!

백시혜

– ........

백시혜

- Anyway, I was going to talk about it soon.

시혜/부

– As expected, that kid who hasn’t learned anything,

백시혜

- But Dad, how did you know?

시혜/부

- How did you know... What, that picture?

백시혜

– ....

시혜/부

"Sihye, just tell your father. He has no money and no connections. One line in an article is enough for two bastards!! In society,

백시혜

- ....it's okay,

시혜/부

– What the heck!! Baek Si-hye, your father… you don’t think you can do that? You don’t know how scary the internet is in this day and age.

시혜/부

– Daughter, daddy always takes his daughter’s side. Huh? Just let those rotten kids die.

Squeak

Squeak–

백시혜

- I said it's done!!!

시혜/부

– ......

백시혜

- I told you, I don't need you. Don't do it.

백시혜

– ....Don't upload stuff like that.. I... N,I...

백시혜

– ........

Why don't you know that such sympathy is more miserable for me?

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Thank you for reading this episode.

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After the exams... I'm posting this after a long break...

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That's why I'm so nervous... and I feel a bit worried sometimes... I wonder if it'll be fun...

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😂😂😂

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Anyway... I hope you enjoyed it.

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The story will probably continue like this.

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If you have any questions or do not understand anything about the work, please leave a comment and I will now step aside.

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Sonting... please... please... I beg you...

Sonting😭