Mental hospital

Episode : 29

: HWANG MIN HYUN :

I don't know what to do anymore. I'm just so exhausted. Just seeing you made me happy, but now even that's exhausting.

The love I gave you was not returned, but was instead discarded, leaving only scars etched into my heart. The more I wanted to give up, the more I wanted to, but it wasn't easy.

I still like you. Of course, I like you even more as a friend. That's why it's even more problematic, because my feelings for you aren't limited to one thing.

To be honest, I don't want to like you anymore. I wish my feelings for you would be like those of a friend. That way, both of us would be better off.

But I, who am always excited by you, don't think I'll ever be able to do that again. What should I do, Seongwoo?

Should I cut ties with you? Will that make both of us better? I know I'll miss you and be sad, but would that be better?

Answer me as you always answer me.

황 민현

"..ha."

I wiped away the tears streaming down my cheeks. It's exhausting to be struggling like this, but I can't bring myself to not see you. How selfish of me.

황 민현

"..Ugh, this sucks."

This situation I'm in, my thoughts that keep clashing, and even me loving you to death are all so fucked up.

"Knock knock-" I heard a knock on my door. Seeing Ong Seongwu now would only confuse me more, so I ended up not opening the door.

옹 성우

"Minhyun, we're not going to stay like this forever. I want to be friends with you for the rest of my life. You do too, right? Let's talk."

Yeah, me too. But I often dream of you and I being lovers for the rest of our lives, caring for each other and loving each other. I don't know how I feel either.

옹 성우

"..I'm sorry, I won't have anything to do with Kang Daniel in the future."

I'm already starting to become possessive, almost obsessed with you. I got so angry just because you talked to someone else. How can I get rid of this possessiveness?

옹 성우

"Tell me something, Minhyun."

황 민현

"..You get out, Ong Seong Wu. Let's not see each other again."

Yes, I think this is the right way to do it from the beginning. Tears soon cloud my vision, but I don't want to make it harder for you anymore, and I don't want to make it harder for myself anymore.

옹 성우

"Minhyun, let's talk face to face."

황 민현

"Get out."

옹 성우

"..You'll regret it. Whether as a friend or not, you like me a lot. Of course I like you too. I can't live without seeing you. Let's not do anything we'll regret, Minhyun."

황 민현

"..Ong Seongwu, I love you. As a friend, yes, but in other ways too. That's why I'm having such a hard time, I think I'm going crazy. That's why I think I became obsessed with you."

황 민현

"Let's not be difficult for each other anymore."

옹 성우

"나랑 더 이상 안 볼 자신있어? 흐, 너는 나 그렇게밖에 생각 안 해? 으흐, 개새끼.."

황 민현

"..Why are you crying."

옹 성우

"Ugh, that's enough, I'll go, so don't contact me or anything like that. Huh, no. I'll eliminate the way to do it in the first place."

"Bang, bang!" It seemed like I'd broken my phone. But hearing you cry so heartbreakingly, I started to cry too.

옹 성우

"From now on, we will never, ever, meet again. Ugh, you are something I will truly resent for the rest of my life... sigh, ugh."

황 민현

"..It'll be hard if I don't do this. It'll be hard for you too, but it's really hard for me, Ong Seongwu. I just want to like you as a friend, but I can't do it as I please."

황 민현

"That's why I'm so tired and worn out."

옹 성우

"흡.. 개새끼야, 내가 어떻게 너 안 보고 살아. 넌 가능할지 몰라도 난 못 그런다고, 어흐흑."

I tried to hold back my tears and tried to persuade you, but you started crying even more and started swearing, which made me a little embarrassed.

황 민현

"..What are you going to do, can you solve this?"

옹 성우

"..Hwang Minhyun, Minhyun."

황 민현

"Uh... why."

옹 성우

"..Is it okay if I like you?"