My ex-boyfriend is a top star actor
[Ep.14] Look at Me



전정국
Please don't leave me..

정여주
..where am I going? It's my house. You should go.


전정국
….


전정국
Why can't I…?

정여주
what?

When the female protagonist looked down at Jeong-guk, Jeong-guk raised his head and stared into the female protagonist's eyes.

Jeongguk's eyes were turning red.


전정국
(Sob) Why can he do it and why can't I…?

정여주
… Hey… Are you crying?

Jeongguk let go of the hand he was holding on Yeoju and lowered his head again.


전정국
…Why can’t I…?

정여주
…Hey Jeon Jungkook.

As Jeongguk lowered his head, tears were seen falling.


전정국
Why… why me… .

정여주
…..

The female protagonist walked forward again and crouched down with her legs crossed.

정여주
Why are you crying?


전정국
….

정여주
Why are you crying?

정여주
Does what I did to you hurt you?


전정국
….

정여주
You were worse. You were worse to me!


전정국
… I’m sorry… I was wrong…

정여주
(sob) … .

정여주
Don't apologize. I don't intend to accept your apology.


전정국
Just let Kim Taehyung in...

정여주
…what?


전정국
Since when has Kim Taehyung been around?

정여주
… how did you know that?


전정국
Could the two of you possibly meet…?

정여주
…..


전정국
I saw Kim Taehyung leaving your house as I was getting out of the taxi.

정여주
….

"It broke my heart. I didn't cheat on you. You were the one who was wrong, you were the one who hurt me. Why did I want to explain myself when you said you saw Taehyung leaving our house?"

정여주
…I came to practice the script.


전정국
He can just come... and if I come, you'll scold me...

정여주
….


전정국
If you or I were to have a dating rumor, it would be equally bad for you.

정여주
But you and he are different to me.


전정국
…what’s different?

정여주
You're my ex-boyfriend and he's... the person I like.


전정국
…..

Jeongguk buried his face in Yeoju's shoulder.

정여주
….


전정국
My lady…

정여주
… (My shoulders are wet..)


전정국
Look at me…

정여주
….


전정국
Look at me please…

정여주
..why should I do that?


전정국
..I can't stand seeing you with someone else..


전정국
I can't stand seeing you like other people...

정여주
How would I have felt?


전정국
I'm sorry... I'm sorry...

The female protagonist grabbed Jeongguk's arm and pushed him away from her shoulder.

정여주
Ah, why do you keep crying?


전정국
….

정여주
Why do you make me feel like a bad bitch..!

정여주
You..!! You abandoned me, and because of you, I suffered so much.

정여주
You disappeared without giving me a chance to grieve, a chance to cry, or even a chance to whine! Why are you doing this to me?


전정국
….

정여주
Why do you keep making me feel guilty? Why?

정여주
(Sobbing) Ah, why are you like that? Seriously… Why did you show up and do that to me?


전정국
…sorry…

정여주
Stop saying sorry. I don't want to hear any more from you.

정여주
You're just annoying.

Yeoju wiped her tears, got up from her seat, and called Yoongi on the phone that was on the table.

정여주
📞 - Hey, oppa, I'm Yeoju.

정여주
📞 - Jeon Jungkook came to my house drunk? Can you take him?


전정국
….

정여주
📞 - Yeah, I brought you inside, but come quickly. Okay. Okay, I understand.

Ttuk _

정여주
under…

정여주
Hey, I already contacted Jeon Jungkook oppa.

정여주
….

When the female protagonist turned around and looked at Jeongguk again, he was lying on the floor, sleeping.

정여주
….

/

Ding - Dong )

정여주
Oh, you're here?


민윤기
Hey, I'm sorry;; I told you to do it because you said you wanted to drink alone, but I didn't know you'd come here.

정여주
…are you okay.


민윤기
Where is this kid?

정여주
..sleeping on the floor.


민윤기
Sigh... This kid is really... I'm really sorry, Yeoju.

정여주
…..

Yoongi came into the house and took Jeongguk out to the front door again.

정여주
Take care.


민윤기
uh…


민윤기
…that heroine.

정여주
huh?


민윤기
Did you guys cry?

정여주
Huh..? Why?


민윤기
Jeongguk has tears in his eyes... Your eyes are red too.

The heroine quickly covered her eyes.

정여주
Oh, ah…

정여주
No, that's not it..


민윤기
…Do you really like Taehyung?

정여주
….


민윤기
If you did that because you wanted to hurt Jungkook…

정여주
… Oppa, I’m serious.


민윤기
…I see.

정여주
….


민윤기
Heroine, Jungkook told me not to say anything even if he died soon, so I can't tell you everything, but Jungkook... he likes you a lot.

정여주
….


민윤기
Even when we broke up, he still liked you a lot. Even after we broke up, he only liked you. Even if it was just a minor role, he looked for anything that had you in it…

정여주
… You saw how we broke up right next to me.


민윤기
..I saw it. I know everything. That's why I didn't contact you either, but I can't stand seeing this kid struggling like this.


민윤기
Just as Jihyo loves you, Jungkook loves me too.


민윤기
Five years ago, you and he were both so young. That was the only choice Jungkook had back then.

정여주
…what?


민윤기
Just know this, the breakup that Jungkook chose for you two back then was the best thing he could do.


민윤기
That was your choice. Because I loved you, and I valued you more than myself.

정여주
…what are you talking about?


민윤기
..Learn the rest from Jeongguk.


민윤기
Go, rest.

/

After Yoongi and Jeongguk left, Yeoju was lost in thought.

정여주
…..

"Let's break up. I'm just starting out, and I can't end it like this. I'm better off without you right now."

정여주
You said that, but how is that for me?


전정국
[“I can’t stand seeing you like someone else…”]

정여주
……

The heroine lowered her head again.

정여주
Sigh - so annoying...


탄이탄쓰 (작가)
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