The beginning of fandom
18. The author's past
People call me
A happy child, a child who is always smiling.
You might think so, but no
I am an unhappy child
I'm going to tell you a story today.
Let me start the story by telling you why my father committed a sin and what sin he committed.
(I don't remember very well either, so I'm writing this while referring to the photos. I'll attach the photos just in case.)
My dad went to jail for sexual assault.
I don't know exactly how the sexual harassment happened.
I got a call from the police station and told my mom.
어린 지은
Mom and Dad are at the police station right now.
지은이의 어머니
This guy... he did it in the end)) Hmm... Mom doesn't have to go?
어린 지은
huh
My mother was calm as if she knew what was happening at the time.
And that was the last day I could see my mother.
I'll speak informally from now on.
police office
경찰
Oh, are you that person's daughter?
어린 지은
yes
경찰
What about your mother?
어린 지은
He's not coming
어린 지은
So I came alone
경찰
You're so mature
경찰
Your father will go to jail for sexual assault.
어린 지은
Ah...I see...
I knew it all even though I was five. Because my mom and dad really liked studying.
So, by the time I was 4, I had finished high school studies.
So now, my knowledge is on par with that of most high school students.
어린 지은
Then how many years do you have to go in and out?
경찰
13 years later
어린 지은
Yes, thank you.
경찰
Yeah, bye.
And the power is also dirty
I came home and my mom was gone.
So I
어린 지은
Oh, my mom abandoned me.
I thought so
Next, I'll tell you how I became friends with Eunwoo, Yerim, and Suyoung.
I was bullied at this daycare
Well...I really hated it...but I could put up with it.
여자애들
Hey Lee Ji-eun, after class...you get it?
여자애들
Why didn't you tell me?/I felt bad saying a word to him.
And I was dragged around by boys
Those kids kept asking me out, saying I was pretty.
But if I say I'm not dating
He was violent and verbally abusive to me.
남자애들
hey!
어린 지은
?
남자애들
Let's date!
어린 지은
That's...I can't...date you
남자애들
Hey. Do you think I'm easy?!
어린 지은
That's not it...!
남자애들
Oh, this is really annoying.
남자애들
Hey, hit him
남자애들
Puckp ...
I had no choice but to stay there
Without making a sound
어린 지은
Ugh...ugh...ugh...ugh...ugh...
남자애들
That's it for today
어린 지은
....
It was really painful
I really wanted to die
But... it was my friends who showed up then.
어린 수영
Hey! What are you guys doing!
여자애들
Why? I was playing.
어린 예림
Hey. Do you think this is fun?
어린 은우
If the person is upset, it's not fun.
어린 예림
Approaching Ji-eun) Are you okay?
어린 수영
Come here
어린 지은
(Gun gun gun gun)
어린 은우
I can't help you, but why are you doing that?
That's when I met my friends
It must be precious, right?
But how can someone like me forget my memories?
What should I do?