The Child Loved by God
Episode 9 {Kim Namjoon}
This story is about Kim Nam-joon when he was 13 years old.
Namjoon was born in the human world, unlike ordinary gods.
And from long ago, he had the ability to control time at will.
This ability is a very good ability that can literally go to the future, go to the past, stop time, and make it flow quickly.
Namjoon's family is rich and large, but he doesn't have a mother.
His mother passed away in an accident when he was born, but Namjoon wasn't that sad because he could see her whenever he wanted.
But the sad thing is
남준이네 아버지
"Namjoon, follow me for a moment."
어린 김남준
"Oh, yes!"
어린 김남준
"Ugh..!"
It was because of my father who always beat me when I was young.
남준이네 아버지
"Are you in pain? I was in more pain than this when I lost my wife. Shouldn't you be in more pain than my wife?"
Namjoon always tried to acknowledge his mistakes and matured earlier than other children, but his father's violence did not change.
Every time that happens, Namjoon likes to stop time
The whole world stopped. Even that big fist pointed at me stopped.
어린 김남준
"after...."
어린 김남준
"Ha...why does this only happen to me..."
어린 김남준
"Do you think I was born to be like this..?"
Seriously...you have to experience it yourself to know...ha..
I sat there and started crying.
어린 김남준
"Soil... Really... Ha... Is what I wish for that much? I just wish that the people I like don't hate me..."
어린 김남준
"Whew... It's better now that time has stopped..."
Namjoon wiped away all the tears he had shed and stood back where he had been before.
Time passed again and his father's big fist hit Namjoon in the stomach.
어린 김남준
"Big..!"
남준이네 아버지
"Haha, are you in pain? You should be in more pain. You should be dead!!!!!!"
He yells again, always that loud voice, but I can't hate him...
어린 김남준
"Father...don't cry...it was my fault..."
It's something you can't hate if you hit someone while regretting what you did.
남준이네 아버지
"Ha... I mean, if I wasn't your father, you'd be happy somewhere else, right? I'm sorry about that."
남준이네 아버지
"Ugh...why! Are you taking my wife...even though you know I can't live without her!!!"
Namjoon's father hit Namjoon again
어린 김남준
"Ugh..."
This hurts so much I don't think I can bear it.
But soon, the thought that I had to endure it overcame the pain and I pretended to be okay again.
남준이네 아버지
"Ugh... I guess I'll go in first today."
어린 김남준
"Yes, father... I'll stay here for a bit and then go..."
남준이네 아버지
"Okay, don't be late."
Namjoon's father quickly left.
Only then did the tears I had been holding back begin to flow.
어린 김남준
"Ah... I shouldn't cry..."
I wanted to stop crying. If I was caught crying, it would only make things harder for me...
Then a little girl came to me
어린 전여주
"Uh... over there... is something sad...??"
어린 김남준
"Huh??"
I quickly hid my tears, but I think I've already seen it all.
어린 김남준
"Ah...just...because of my parents..."
어린 전여주
"Oh really??"
어린 전여주
"What about your mom and dad????"
어린 전여주
"Ugh... My dad is really ignoring me because he's going on a trip to the US..."
어린 김남준
"Ah...my mother died because of me..."
어린 전여주
"Ah... I'm sorry..."
어린 김남준
"No, it's okay, but the problem is that my father is so sad..."
어린 전여주
"Um...if your father says anything bad, tell me!"
어린 김남준
"ㅋㅋㅋThank you"
Strangely enough, time flew by while I was talking to this child.
It was also fun
So, did you lose track of time? I forgot I had to go home, and by the time I finished talking to that kid, it was already evening.
My father, worried because I didn't come home until late, came out to look for me and found me and the child.
남준이네 아버지
"You... I told you to come in quickly!! You punk"
Namjoon's father slapped Namjoon's cheek, and the boy froze for a moment.
I definitely saw the kid trembling
The whole world stopped, the child who was trembling, the sun that was setting, the father who was screaming
Everyone stopped
I thought about what to do for a while and finally came to a conclusion. That conclusion was
Using your abilities to become someone you've never met before
어린 김남준
"If this child is afraid of me, I think it would be better for that child to just forget about me..."
Well, I guess I can talk to you later..? You just have to pick the right timing to talk!!!
Time went back to the past. I saw the back of my father walking home again.
어린 김남준
"Well... since I'm back, I should think about what to say... um..."
After a while, the girl came.
어린 전여주
"Um... I came out in a fit of anger, but what should I do???"
어린 전여주
"Um...uh..."
어린 김남준
"Uh... over there..."
어린 전여주
"Okay! Let's call Park Jimin!!!"
Ah, I missed the timing. It's okay. I can just turn back time.
I saw my father's back as he walked back home.
So I turned back time once again. My whole body felt weak.
어린 김남준
"Ugh... Is it because I keep turning back time... This is hard..."
I felt all the strength drain from my body and fell down.
남준이네 아버지
"!!!!!!"
Namjoon's father looked back once and was shocked to see Namjoon collapsed. He brought Namjoon face down to the hospital.
After a while
어린 김남준
"Ugh..."
When I woke up, there was no one by my side.
어린 김남준
"Ah... Did I collapse then? Let's turn back time..."
어린 김남준
"Ugh.."
My head hurt like crazy when I tried to turn back time.
어린 김남준
"What...it's okay...you can return it tomorrow..."
But tomorrow too
어린 김남준
"Huh... why isn't it working..?"
The more I tried to use my powers, the more my head hurt like crazy.
Oh yeah...
Come to think of it, if I hadn't been crying then, I wouldn't have met that girl.
If I hadn't cried then... if I had gone home quickly, I would have never known that child...
Then I felt like crying because I had no relationship with that girl.
어린 김남준
"Look... I don't even know her name, so I'm just saying she's that girl..."
It didn't take long for me to stop crying, which had been threatening to come all day.
Tirolorororororo
The phone rang in the quiet hospital room, where only the sound of my tears could be heard.
The person who made the phone call that broke the silence is
남준이네 아버지
"Namjoon...are you in a lot of pain? Your family is very worried."
It was my father
어린 김남준
"Ah... I'm fine haha"
It wasn't okay at all. It was actually too hard.
어린 김남준
"Don't worry and work hard on what you're going to do today! Fighting!"
남준이네 아버지
"Yeah... and now that I think about it, I guess I was really bad... I apologize..."
어린 김남준
"Hey... it's okay! I just forgot everything!"
Did you really forget? That pain isn't something you can forget in a day, so how could you forget?
I just want to live like everyone else wants me to... I just want to endure everything and forget about it... I just want to live without causing any harm to anyone.
남준이네 아버지
"Okay, then let's hang up now."
어린 김남준
"yes"
Stop
But when I turned 18... I was so happy then.
Wow... If I really had no ability, I would have been late... sigh...
김남준
"!!!!!!"
I was so surprised that I was panting for breath.
전여주
"Hey!! Park Jimin! We're in the same class!!"
박지민
"Oh, what! It's you again?!//"
전여주
"ㅋㅋㅋYour face is red, to be honest! Do you like it too????"
박지민
"No way??!!/////"
Times have changed, but I know she is still the girl I can never forget.
I met someone I'll miss for the rest of my life.
Then, tears that I thought had dried up came out of my eyes.
전여주
"???"
전여주
"Uh... over there... is something sad...??"
어린 전여주
"Uh... over there... is something sad...??"
When you said that, you felt like you were about to cry, as if you were sad about something.
박지민
"Hey, why are you two crying together?????"
박지민
"Hey, Jeon Yeo-ju, don't cry! It's your first time seeing me, so don't cry. Are you in our class???"
전여주
"Oh my gosh, Park Jimin, I'm not crying ㅠㅠ"
박지민
"ㅋㅋㅋYou wiped your tears first, but why are you crying?"
전여주
"I don't know eitherㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ"
Your name is Jeon Yeo-ju, Yeo-ju..
That's a pretty name...
김남준
"Ah.. You seemed strange from the moment we first met. My name is Kim Namjoon."
전여주
"Ah ...
박지민
"Hahaha, you know well"
전여주
"Shut up, Park Jiminㅠㅠㅠ"
김남준
"It's okay, I'm fine, so don't cry either."
I always loved coming to school. Was it because I could see you?
But I know my place well. My place is just the sub-male lead 4.
But...but...I want to be a little greedy
Who doesn't covet the child they love? I kept a guy who shouldn't be around the heroine just in case.
"Namjoon's past has finally been revealed!!!"
"Namjoon is a character who knows his place very well."
"Haha, Namjoon is my personal favorite character!"
"And he's also the most pitiful character!"
"Then lastly! Who is that guy you shouldn't have around???"
"You guys are Conan(?) so you can guess well!! Hahaha"
"Well then, that's it!"