The guy in the chat room
Episode 14 (First Love Never Comes True)


I just led Choi Ha-yeon... and went to a crowded street.


최하연
...thank you...////


박지민
Go home safely.... Don't get caught by Seokjin Kim again and whine...


최하연
..yeah

After I saved Choi Ha-yeon... Choi Ha-yeon started following me around... and monitoring my every move. Maybe I'm just being overly sensitive, but...


최하연
Oppa!


박지민
...why


최하연
Let's go home together today.


박지민
No... I'm... busy today.


최하연
what..


박지민
..go alone..


최하연
Oppa... Why are you avoiding me these days?


박지민
...Don't you think you're pushing too hard?


최하연
...what..?


박지민
...No lol..


최하연
Oppa...


박지민
why


최하연
I...like you...


박지민
...I'll be blunt.

I don't like you. I never did, and I never will.


최하연
(Sobbing)...You...hate me?..


박지민
I'm just... being nice to you out of gratitude... to the lady... so please... don't get me wrong.

Make people uncomfortable.

This was my best. Even if it hurt... I had to make it right.


최하연
But... Oppa


박지민
why..


최하연
The one who made me like you is... you know, oppa? lol


박지민
...what?


최하연
...Or make me... like you... Why... are you... playing with people? Trampling on people's hearts... Then... you like it?


박지민
...


최하연
Just... I should have just... left it to Seokjin oppa... lol.. For no reason... From then on... I started to have hope for oppa... Maybe... this person... will save me... from Kim Seokjin... lol... me...

I will like you and cherish you.


박지민
...I see... I was being rude...


최하연
....We... can't go back to the way things were before, right?


박지민
...If I could go back to the beginning... I could.


최하연
....First... heh... Okay heh But... You should know that heh... I'm going to find you again... and I don't intend to repeat the same mistake. Because I'm going to make you... only look at me heh


최하연
Oh, and... my first love... is my brother. Just... know this.

Choi Ha-yeon... really... after that, for about two years... she saw me... completely...

Ah... Kim Seokjin... Kim Seokjin... went to prison. They say he fought with kids from another school. When he got out... they tried to make up...


전정국
Should we go to Kim Taehyung's house?


박지민
Good haha


김태형
These are...

???
It's cold

It was a girl.

김여주
Ha... why is it so cold today?

That girl was walking around on the phone in her school uniform... She was cute... Very... Very...


박지민
...//


김태형
What is it?


전정국
Hey, Park Jimin.


박지민
Huh?


전정국
Hey...do you see that girl?


박지민
Wh,what...are you talking about...


전정국
Why are you like that? Introduce me.


박지민
what?


전정국
Their older brother and I are close.


김태형
namjun kim?


전정국
I haven't been in contact with him much lately...


김태형
Yeoju...you've become a lot prettier.

The girl suddenly stopped and stared at us.


김태형
Hello

김여주
(small)...crazy...handsome...but...is he crazy..


전지연
what?..

김여주
Oh, no... I'll be there soon!


김태형
Damn... I got it lol

I... couldn't take my eyes off that girl.


박지민
....


전정국
Yes...is this your first love?


김태형
What about Park Jimin's ex-girlfriends?


전정국
I define my first love as the person who first captivated me.


김태형
....Then...who was your first love?


전정국
doesn't exist.


김태형
What about Yuri?


전정국
It's a fleeting relationship


김태형
Oh... I hope Yuri is listening.


전정국
lol


김태형
First love never comes true.


전정국
Hey.. heh


김태형
Even if you date someone who has a first love... you can't be honest about your awkward feelings and those feelings. You both get hurt, so it can't last long. But people... can't forget. Because it's the hardest... it's the hardest to forget.

So, it's good to leave your first love as a beautiful and affectionate memory.


박지민
First...love...


전정국
Is there no way to stay with your first love for the rest of your life?


김태형
Everyone is different... but I don't think your first love will come to you.


전정국
hey!


박지민
First love... my... first love... that... kid?

What happened after that... is all known. That the female protagonist... confessed to me for the third time...

김여주
Brother?


박지민
Yeah, uh...

김여주
What are you thinking about?


박지민
Yeah, nothing...no...

김여주
I had a strange thought...


박지민
No lol


박지민
(...If my first love... doesn't come true... does that mean... the heroine and I... won't be together in the end...?)


작까
Everyone... I know you've been waiting for a long time... I'm sorry for disappointing you... I'm so embarrassed... I... flew away... twice... and wrote like crazy... haha...


작까
Guys...actually...a little...heh...scared heh


작까
A dark story... I'm sorry for bringing it up... If you find it uncomfortable, please skip to the last scene.


작까
It's a bit... really scary... When I upload an episode... it's... different... and the bad breath... is bad... While uploading this episode... I'm thinking, "What if people have bad breath again?... What if it's really bad?"


작까
I... can't promote my work... Even if I upload a new work... the rating is severe... I barely managed to get this work up to 9 points... but I'm scared it'll go down to 8 points again.


작까
Actually, I pretend to be strong in front of you all... I pretend to be nothing... But... In reality, my heart is so hurt. When I look at the stars... I don't know why I'm writing this... why I'm so stressed about this work.


작까
It's so bad... People... don't press on it... and the bad breath keeps getting worse...


작까
"Just ignore me."... Honestly, these are the words that are the hardest to bear. Ignoring isn't easy. Those who have experienced it... can't say things like that... Of course I know. You're saying all this for my sake...


작까
But... I feel hurt like a fool...


작까
I'm... not famous... and I'm not good at writing... so why... does this... keep getting... worse... and worse...? Am I supposed to stop fanfics?... If I lose heart... it won't work, right?


작까
Actually... I'm holding on by looking at each and every comment from readers... but when I see my works starred... I lose all my strength...


작까
Sorry for the dark talk. I'm sorry if it made anyone uncomfortable...


작까
I hope you will continue to... comment... rate... and give me your feedback...