To You I Loved 1 - To you whom I loved

end.

Now it's really over.

Now, a real man.

We parted ways perfectly, without any of those cliches like, "I'm doing well" or "I'm doing well."

but...

Stop for a moment. Stop here and rewind.

If we ended up looking at each other with such contempt, did we start similarly?

no.

The beginning was surprisingly the opposite.

Rather, it was we who insisted on getting married despite both families' attempts to dissuade us.

At that time, I roughly understood the true intentions of both families who tried to stop our marriage by making excuses like, "Why would two people in their early twenties get married so hastily?"

It was actually simple.

It's just that the families didn't like each other's homes.

That's it. It's not fun.

Maybe it was out of a strange rebellion against it, but we stubbornly insisted that we would die if we didn't get married right away, and in the end, we drove both families to their knees.

But where did it all go wrong, it's already so tangled and twisted?

It's been a year since we got married. At a time when others are anxious because they can't stay together all day, we

Faces catastrophe.

이예빈

hey

전웅

why

There was no focus in your eyes as you looked at me, and you didn't even want it.

Because I was the same way.

이예빈

Where are you going?

전웅

Are you really curious about that?

이예빈

what?

전웅

If it's just a polite remark, then don't say it.

이예빈

Hey, Jeon Woong.

전웅

Don't force yourself to pretend to love me. There's no way I wouldn't know you're not sincere.

이예빈

...you too are the same.

전웅

I know very well.

이예빈

So what are you trying to say?

전웅

We did our best, honestly.

전웅

How about stopping here?

이예빈

Is that something that can be decided so easily?

전웅

What can't be done?

이예빈

...Hey, what's so easy and simple about you?

전웅

Why are you always so difficult and complicated?

This story again. I'm sick of it.

Even if we start fighting for different reasons, the conclusion is always the same.

Always fighting for different reasons, always getting tired for the same reasons.

It is natural for people with different personalities and tendencies to clash, and the difference is revealed in the degree to which they have the will and effort to resolve these differences and understand each other.

But we had neither the will nor the strength to adjust to each other.

이예빈

Okay, let's stop. That seems right.

Everyone becomes meek before the terrible word "end."

Doesn't that mean that the word carries a lot of weight and that we need to be careful?

We are contradictory people who do not have the strength to acknowledge each other's differences, but have the strength to endure the weight of the end.

After one year and five days, we faced a breakdown.

...

Now that I think about it, I didn't even celebrate our first and last wedding anniversary, which was five days ago.

The process for us to break up was more complicated than I thought.

It's as if he's saying, "You got married and made a fuss about it, so you thought breaking up would be easy?"

The court gave you one month to mediate the divorce, but even that was too much for you to bear, as you never showed up at home.

But when the scent of your perfume, which had always been on my body while we lived in the same house, began to fade, I had no choice but to let go of the last string I was holding onto.

As the divorce mediation period was nearing its end, you sat on the living room sofa for the first time in a while to greet the day you came home from work.