trauma
#08



최승철
dad..

아빠
huh?


최승철
Let's go home again.

아빠
Do you want to go? Dad will go with you.


최승철
..yes


최승철
Han Sora... wake up and go home


최한솔
Why...? I hate it, I'm scared...


최승철
There's a brother


최한솔
...

아빠
Go into your room and I'll talk to your mom for a bit.


최승철
Dad, don't hit Mom... Don't hit me... Okay?

아빠
..ㅎ I'm in there with Hansol

-


최승철
Han Sora... Aren't you sleepy?


최한솔
I'm sleepy.. I want to sleep


최승철
Come on..! Hurry up and don't wake up..


최한솔
yes

...

Clang

-You crazy bitch, why are you living like that?

thud


최승철
Ugh, turn it off..


최한솔
Hmm..

Hug


최승철
No... please don't wake up, Hansol...

bang

-Fuck, stop living like that. That's why you...


최한솔
What are you talking about?


최승철
Don't be noisy, I'll cover your ears. Keep sleeping.


최한솔
yes..

Clang, thump

-Before I kill you and tell you not to be a dick


최승철
Blindfold... Don't... Daddy...

To be honest, there was nothing I could do at that time.

Even then, the five-year-old child couldn't stop the adults, so he just stayed in his room.

I thought that my younger brother shouldn't know about such things since he's younger than me, so I prayed that Hansol wouldn't wake up and would continue to sleep.

I prayed that the situation outside would end quickly.


최승철
Please... what if I hit mom and dad... ugh...

Dalgrak

-I'm killing you today

-Fuck, kill me, you fucking psychopath.

thud


최승철
Don't die... Mom, don't... Hehe...

-What a fucking bitch

bang

...


최승철
Is it over..?

Clank

bang


최승철
Dad went..

And my mother passed away that day.

The woman next door heard the noise and reported it, and my mother was stabbed by the knife my father had wielded.


최한솔
Aftertaste..

Po-ok


최승철
Not yet... Don't wake up... You have to keep sleeping...


최한솔
Tongue..?


최승철
No.. Keep sleeping, don't wake up yet.. No..!


최한솔
Huh..? Why..?


최승철
Close your eyes and sleep more... Not yet... Hehe...


최한솔
Is it still night..? Are you going to sleep?


최승철
..Ugh, it's dark outside now..


최한솔
That's right...

That's a lie. It was 4 p.m. at the time, so it wasn't dark at all.

Since then, I haven't been able to see my dad, so we live in the house he used to live in.

Because this place is better than the house I used to live in