We were in love

The Night of Parting Was Long (Yoongi ver.)

In the end, I couldn't send anything and just laid down on the sofa. I looked next to the sofa and saw a bear.

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"Bear... because of you, I became a bear too..."

The bear is a matching bear doll I'm giving to the female protagonist. It's called a teddy bear, but I just call it "bear doll." It sticks to my mouth...and it's nice, but...

-@~#/@@~~#~ (Surprisingly, it's a ringtone)

Just then, the phone rang. I checked, and it was my mom. It was obvious even if I didn't answer: Break up with the heroine... I don't know what you did to meet the woman you like, but please don't tell me any more of that...

For a month, I called her five times a day, but the message was the same. This morning, I was tormented by these calls, and I told her I wanted to break up with her, but I was left with nothing but regret... I felt so sorry for being so harsh to her, stressed out for a month because of those calls...

It was also really amazing that my mom would keep calling me until I picked up the phone...

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"hello"

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-Yoongi, do you want to meet someone much better than that girl named Yeoju? Yeoju, I told you that you can't have a happy life with that girl, right...Yoongi?

If we interpret this, it means, 'I hate you so much that I'll kill you, so break up with me and meet the girl I introduce you to.'

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"Mom, I'll give you the same answer. And if you're going to talk about this, don't call me again."

I hung up the phone.

The reason my mom said I couldn't read her own book...is because, like me, she's a writer. An unknown writer...and her publishing company isn't that big, so she's already published one book, but it hasn't been a huge success. That's why my mom is against me. In the end, it all comes down to money...

And one of the reasons I couldn't give up on Yeoju was because I had so many beautiful memories to share with others. Because I always recorded those memories, intending to publish them in a book, my memory never forgets them. No, it can't.

I didn't give up on the heroine... I just wanted to escape from this situation for a moment... Maybe this was just an excuse...

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"under..."

I lay down on the sofa. I decided to sleep. I think I've spent a lot of my emotions... I never knew being cold to someone would be this... difficult...

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"Bear...you too, grow up...if you keep your eyes open, they'll hurt...but my heart hurts..."

I fell asleep like that.

I woke up cold and it was night. I was hungry, but I ignored it. As I stared blankly outside, the female protagonist's words suddenly came to mind.

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"I guess I'm a nocturnal person... I looked up at the sky last night and my heart was pounding, so I didn't want to sleep... That's why I did this and that at night... I don't sleep at night even when my chest feels tight or hurts... I find myself a bit surprised. I secretly seem to study better at night."

You...aren't sleeping right now...you must be in more pain than me...those shaking eyes tell me you've been hurt...they say that when you love, you become like the other person...today, I don't want to sleep either...my heart aches, and when I look outside, my heart aches...

I stared blankly outside. I shivered from the cold, but tried to ignore it. I didn't want to do anything, but I was bored just staring outside. That was my current state.

It's not messy, but it's not neat, and it's not ordinary either. It's an ambiguous state, an in-between state, a state where something feels tangled... That feeling where you know the answer, but you don't want to untangle it...

It was cold, but the tears that were gathered in my eyes were warm,

The night of our separation was longer than I thought...