A love that hurts too much isn't love
Day-9: The Flower Language of Straw Flowers
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"past.."
김여주
“Just one thing.. I’ll ask you..”
김여주
"please.."
“If you have tears in your eyes, please cry.”
Yoon-ki grew up in a family with his parents and an older sister.
A father who was blunt but always loved his children
아버지
“Yoongi. Tomorrow’s field trip? I heard you’re going.”
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“Yeah. Dad, can you give me some pocket money?”
아버지
"Okay, allowance. Buy something delicious."
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“(Wow-) Thank you!!”
어머니
“What’s the big deal about experiential learning? Give them pocket money!”
어머니
“Min Yoongi! Give it to me!!”
My mother always used money to supplement our living expenses.
누나
“Hey. It costs money to go there.”
누나
“What about allowance..”
The older sister of the 3-year-old who was indifferent and cold
But Yoon-ki loved his family.
If it weren't for 'that thing'...
어머니
“What?! Bankruptcy??!”
아버지
“..There are many things I can do..I’ll look into it..”
My father's company went bankrupt
어머니
“Oh my… what should I do!!”
Red tags started appearing on the house.
어머니
“You should sleep at home..”
누나
“I’m sick of this basement!! Okay. I’m going to sleep over at my friend’s house.”
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“...”
아버지
“Yunseo.. I’m sorry, Dad..”
어머니
“Ugh..!! I’m so frustrated..”
Yoonki's older sister started to turn outside
My parents' worries also turned to my older sister.
Naturally, Yoongi didn't get much attention.
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“Mom!! Look at this! I’m second in class..”
어머니
“If only your company hadn’t gone bankrupt!!”
아버지
“Is it my fault that the company went bankrupt?!!”
어머니
“I can’t live here anymore.”
어머니
“Live as you please!!”
Kwaang-!!
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"dad.."
아버지
"ha.."
Thump-
Turbuck
Thump-
Turbuck
thud-
My mother felt very suffocated
My father was overcome with despair.
My sister had a period of wandering.
Mr. Yoon said he was confused
Yoon-ki, who lived for a year without a place to lean on,
Full of heartache
I closed the door to my heart
Isolate yourself
I tried to carry that heavy burden alone.
“Hey! What is that beggar doing here?”
“Are you trying to pretend to be pitiful at night and beg for alms?”
“If you need money, tell me?”
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“...”
I was also bullied because my family was poor.
Since then, Yoonki
I thought I shouldn't look weak
“You dirty little shit.”
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“What did you say?”
Good kid in the classroom
Our good son
From a person who has never caused trouble
With one punch that day
“You’re some thug kid or something?!!”
어머니
“Do you think I’m sending my kids to school with that kind of money just to beat them up?!!”
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“...”
아버지
“..No matter what, what if I hit the kids?”
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“...”
어머니
“Me..!! Haa.. This is what a son does..”
With one punch
I became the complete opposite person
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“Then what do I do!!”
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“They say I’m dirty!! They say my family is beggars!!”
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“What do you want me to do!!”
Kwaang-!!
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“What do you want me to do..”
Mr. Yoongi has no one to lean on
No more weakness
friends, family
I won't let anyone see it
It's okay if you don't look strong
Until you find a place where your heart can rest
I vowed to live in hiding
The year Yoon-ki turned seventeen
Yoonki's father died of lung cancer.
Since you work at a construction site, there is construction dust and
Because of the cigarettes you smoked often
Yoonki's older sister took her father's death insurance money
I went out and lived
Now I only hear that you have a small business.
It's not that successful of a business though.
Mr. Yoongi is very sick
Sad emotions came flooding in
He said he didn't shed any tears.
Maybe it was because of that promise
Yoonki's mother
Because she didn't have enough money to live on, she worked as a madam.
Mr. Yoongi couldn't stand to see that happen and ended up leaving the house.
So, Yoon-ki was hurt both physically and mentally.
I'm alone
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“I’ll do anything. Just tell me to do it.”
Music, a long-time dream
Mr. Yoon, who went around looking into various things,
Among the older brothers in the neighborhood who were playing music, they were in their twenties or older.
I don't shy away from cleaning and chores.
We live together in a small room and eat together.
I learned music over the shoulder
So I studied music for two whole years
“Yoongi, I liked this beat.”
“Yoongi. You write this song.”
“Yoongi.”
My musical skills gradually improved
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“Hyung. I found a room.”
“Already? What a shame..”
“Still, come see us often?”
“We’ll just stay here and watch!!”
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“Thank you, hyung..”
So, standing alone at the age of nineteen
I met Namjoon the following year.
김남준
“Yoon, Kihyung, it was hard, right?”
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“..because..I don’t remember..”
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“I... still... think I was a blessed person..”
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“I met a good person like you.. Thank you.”
김여주
“Huh? Next month?”
“Something went wrong, so the transfer was delayed a bit... I’m sorry.”
김여주
“Oh… no. I’d rather stay at headquarters a little longer.”
“Really? Thanks for understanding. Haha.. Then work hard.”
김여주
"yes."
The local transfer scheduled for next week has been postponed.
I submitted my application for a transfer just in case...
It was an unavoidable situation
I can only leave it to heaven
A month has passed quickly.
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“Honestly, it’s a bit disappointing because the sauce is missing.”
김남준
“I like it? It feels a little cleaner.”
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"okay?"
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“Then let’s do this.”
김남준
"brother..?"
정호석
“You’ve been acting a little strange since you were admitted to the hospital.. You suddenly told me to speak more comfortably..”
정호석
“Wouldn’t someone who acted according to his convictions and beliefs agree?”
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“I think I was too selfish.”
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“To you.”
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“They are truly wonderful people.”
김남준
“Oh, it’s gross!!”
dripping-
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“Come in. It’s open.”
박지민
“Coffee delivery here~”
김남준
“What are you guys doing?”
전정국
“Yoon Ki-hyung said he’d buy me food.”
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“The person behind me has something to talk to me about.”
김석진
“...”
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“Eat a lot.”
박지민
“Wow.. the beef Min Yoongi bought me..”
전정국
“I’ll eat well, hyung!!”
김남준
"and.."
정호석
“Brother, you’re really weird..”
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“The meat is burning. Eat quickly.”
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“Brother, have a drink.”
김석진
“Uh, uh..”
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“I’m sorry about that time.”
김석진
“No.. It’s my fault for lying..”
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“It’s fortunate that I don’t remember..”
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“Because you’ve lived with that guilt for years.”
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“You might also be someone I’m grateful to.”
김석진
"..Sorry.."
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“Don’t be so sorry.”
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“Perhaps, I would have done the same if I had a younger sibling like Namjoon.”
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“Eat this and have a good time with me.”
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“You understand, right?”
김석진
“..Okay. Just shake it off.”
전정국
“Huh? Bro!! It’s snowing!!”
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“Eyes? (Whoosh-)”
"Mr. Yoongi. Hello."
'nice to see you.'
‘My name is Kim Yeo-ju.’
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"uh.."
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“..What kind of memory is this..”
박지민
“What came to mind?”
전정국
“What is it, what is it?”
‘Your eyes are really pretty..’
‘Yeah. It’s pretty.’
‘Let’s see tomorrow as lovers.’
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“Namjoon.”
김남준
"uh?"
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“..Ms. Yeoju..”
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“Was she my.. girlfriend..?”
김남준
“Uh, uh..?”
Drumroll-
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“(Jumps up) Where is the heroine now?”
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“You wouldn’t know.”
김남준
“..I don’t know. Me either.”
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"namjun kim."
김남준
“I hope my brother doesn’t get sick.”
김남준
“Do you know what it was like for my brother after he broke up with that person?”
김남준
“Do you know how hard it was for you, hyung!!”
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“Where are you? Right now.”
김여주
“I wonder if it’s really cold in Busan..”
The train will arrive shortly.
“Miss Yeoju!!”
김여주
“(Whew-)”
김남준
“(Huh-) Just a moment..!”
김남준
“(Huh) Haa.. Call haa..”
김남준
“I looked for it for a long time because you didn’t receive it..”
김여주
"ah.."
김여주
“I guess it was silent. I’m sorry.”
김여주
“What happened..”
김남준
“Haa.. this.”
김여주
“(Gasp-)”
김여주
“A bouquet of flowers?”
김남준
“..Yoon Ki-hyung.. wants to say thank you to Yeo-ju.”
김남준
“But my brother is sleeping right now..”
김여주
‘It’s still the same..’
김여주
“You seem to be doing well. (Smile-)”
김여주
'thank god.'
김남준
“He said thank you for everything. He asked me to make sure to tell him.”
김여주
"thank you."
김여주
“Please tell Yoongi I said thank you.”
김남준
“(Nod-)”
김여주
“Take care.”
So the train departed.
bouquet..
It's pretty
김남준
“..My stupid brother..”
김남준
“My brother is going.”
김남준
“You’ve come all the way to the station. What if you go back?”
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“..When I look at your face..I feel like you’re going to cry..”
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“You tell him.”
김남준
“Brother. Just say you want to do well again.”
김남준
“How hard it must have been for you, hyung..”
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“I want to see you again.”
김남준
“Brother, really..!!”
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"however."
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“Then it would be too hard for the female protagonist.”
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“It’s all my fault that we broke up.”
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“I felt burdened by the actions I had relied on.”
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“Then I’m being too selfish.”
김남준
"brother.."
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“Do you know what the meaning of straw flowers is?”
김남준
“What is it..?”
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“Always remember.”
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“I always remember.”
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“Because the language of flowers is always the person I’ve been looking for.”
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“Won’t we find out someday?”