Between the blooming and falling of flowers
Episode 5: Sub-Male Lead 1
I was just like my father's puppet.
아버지
"You are my son."
아버지
"If he's my son, I should take care of him, right?"
Since I was born, I have lived everything the way my father wanted.
I thought everything was natural
I thought everyone lived like that
When I tell you to study, you just study, and when your father tells you to do something, you do it without saying anything.
I didn't even know that my life was wrong, just like a doll.
There were two people who changed my life.
It taught me about spring and the four seasons when I was young and thought there was only cold winter.
I first met Yeoju in kindergarten.
My first friend was the child of my father's friend...
The Yoon twins were my first and only friends.
Unlike me, who was too rigid for her age, Yeoju was a child who expressed her emotions in a variety of ways.
The heroine's eyes, nose, and mouth, which moved clearly and distinctly while laughing and crying a lot, looked as pretty as jewels to me.
I learned similar emotions by imitating the female protagonist's facial expressions.
I went to the same elementary and middle school as Yeoju and also went to the same high school.
Because I was always busy studying, always rushing for grades and time
I think I've always been a bit neurotic around other people besides the female lead.
That's why I thought that even though there were no people around me, I would be fine with just Yeoju.
The heroine is the only person who made me think of myself as a human being while living this puppet life... The one who will eventually take me out of this world.
Have a happy ending with me
She was the only color in this dark world of mine
It was a day like any other
That day, I was alone, taking some headache medicine and staring at the unsolvable problems in my workbook.
윤여주
"Kim Seokjin~~~ Seokjin, did you join the club?"
김석진
"club?"
김석진
"no?"
윤여주
"Ugh, I knew it."
윤여주
"Since you're always looking at workbooks like this, you don't even know what's going on at school, right?"
김석진
".. haha you came to tell me haha that's better"
윤여주
"This is the only study I know, a bright, hamster-like girl."
윤여주
"Okay, there's not much time left to sign up, so hurry up and apply."
김석진
"Yeah haha I see"
윤여주
"Hey, it's almost closing time! I'm going now."
After hearing the female lead's words, I went out to look at the remaining posters.
Almost all of the posters had already been taken down, leaving only a few to fill the living room.
Among them, I joined a music club that was relatively better.
Drumroll
김석진
"Is this a music club?"
민윤기
"Hello, senior."
This was my first meeting with Yoongi.
After that
I was honestly awkward with Yoongi.
But the opportunity to become close with someone came about...
아버지
"What kind of report card is this..."
김석진
"... "
아버지
"Haa... Didn't you say you could do it on your own?"
"But on the report card
"It has a '2' printed on it"
A silence so deep that not even a breath can be heard
1 .. 2 .. 3 ..
김석진
"Keuk., Ugh... Heheup.. Haa"
아버지
"Whew... haha, 2nd grade in English? 2nd place in the whole school..."
아버지
"And the first place winner is..."
"Yoon Jeonghan? Haha.. Hehe.. My son got second place and that bastard got first place?"
My father grabbed my neck tightly and then let go.
The dark study was soon filled with silence and cigarette smoke.
아버지
"Whew... If only it weren't for that bastard..."
아버지
"Okay, just go out."
"I hope you work harder during the finals."
Because you are my son
The handprints are clearly visible and my breathing is still blocked...
김석진
"Keuk.. Huff,.. Haak.. Heh... Ahh.."
I started to feel headaches more frequently than usual, so I searched through my desk drawer and bag in a hurry, but there was no medicine.
김석진
"ha... "
Just being at home, the air inside the house felt like it was weighing me down, so I went outside without thinking.
The moment when the cold night air blew coolly
A cat passed by in front of my eyes
'That cat... I think I've seen it somewhere...'
I followed behind him without realizing it, feeling a sense of familiarity that I couldn't explain.
The cat stopped and sat down with a thud.
"Where have I seen that cat's reaction..."
At that moment, there was a shine in front of my eyes and without me knowing it
김석진
"Huh! Huh!.."
I wondered where I had seen that cat before, and when I saw Yoongi's face, I knew right away.
The atmosphere of the two was very similar..
민윤기
"??"
I was walking unconsciously and ended up in the park.
Yoongi was listening to music with earphones on a park bench and writing something diligently in a notebook.
김석진
"Oh,... sorry,"
I sat at the end of the bench next to Yoongi
I took out the cigarettes I got from my father.
I don't smoke, but I just stole something from my dad.
A bit of rebellion, perhaps...
I bit my lip under pressure, looked at the price of cigarettes, took out a lighter, lit it, and the moment I put it in my mouth
김석진
"....."
민윤기
"Why are you doing this...?"
Yoon-ki, who was sitting next to me, pounced on me and, as if he was flustered, his face turned pink and he took the cigarette from my hand.
A little silence flows
민윤기
"This doesn't look cool and it's not good for your health."
Then he put his hand on my face and looked at my lips.
민윤기
"It's not good to bite your lips either."
김석진
"What do you know... (mumble)"
Yoongi lowered his raised hand and sat back down on the bench.
민윤기
"From the moment I first saw you, I thought you looked a lot like me."
민윤기
"I don't know who it is, but... don't worry about people like that and live your life instead of harming your own health."
I've been taking it for granted since I was born
Now I feel like it was wrong
Is something wrong?
The day I first spoke to Yoongi
Yoongi broke my doll room
He was the one who saw me as myself, not as a puppet.
Besides the heroine, she was the first person who treated me like a doll.
Thanks to you, I was able to learn two things that are more important than doll life.
but..
아버지
"Haa... I told you to take 1
"Are you handing out something like this as a report card?"
아버지
"I lived my life smiling and saying 'yes, ye' and doing all the good things for them..."
I felt the tip of my neck get cold.
The scars left by the blow I received two months ago felt like they were throbbing.
Without realizing it, I wrapped my hand around my neck.
My father turned his eyes to the golf club he had been holding.
Fortunately, it wasn't enough to kill me.
When I opened my eyes, I was in my father's hospital.
김석진
"ha... "
Hot drops of water flowed down my cheeks along with the dripping ringer, one drop at a time.
The blanket was soon covered with dark water drop marks.
I kicked the blanket off and pulled out the ringer needle, thinking I didn't want to be in this place with this kind of air any longer, and got up and ran away.
It was my first time running away like this... but I ran anyway thinking I wouldn't get caught.
As I finally ran out of the hospital, all I could see was...
It was shiny
bonus
???
"Hey, Yoon Yeo-ju from class 4
Isn't it awesome? lol"
??? 2
"Your face is pretty and your body is also pretty."
???
"Why did I pretend to be a bit of a mistake during the sports day, but when I looked closely, I saw..."
Thump
김석진
"Oh. I made a mistake too."
???
"??? Hey, you piece of shit. You're not even going to say sorry?"
김석진
"ah."
김석진
"I've never used that word before."
김석진
"Oh. And before you say something like that, I recommend you be careful."
김석진
“The head is a decoration, but are the eyes also a decoration?”
???
"What? Who are you!"
김석진
"me? "
??? 2
"Hey, stop it. That kid is a guy who would roll his eyes if you tease him. He was already a crazy student in the dog class, but don't you know he'll make an even bigger fuss if you talk about that girl?"
윤여주
"Hey, Seokjji! You're here. I'm going to the store, let's go together!"
김석진
"I thought you'd let me off easy today (mumbled)"
김석진
"Yeah! Yeoju-ya haha"
???
"That guy is crazy"
??? 2
"The teachers really love him so if we mess with him, we'll die, so just leave him alone."
윤여주
"Haha~"
김석진
"Okay?"
윤여주
"Yeah haha I'm so happy that I have a boyfriend"
김석진
"... That kid is trash (mumbles)"
윤여주
"? You are more than that
윤여주
Why don't you buy a girlfriend?
김석진
"....."
Because of you
'No one cares except you'
'I only need you!'
김석진
"Uh... huh?"
윤여주
"You're handsome, have good grades, and have such a kind personality?"
'That's just for you...'
윤여주
"Huh? You're not interested in dating?"
김석진
'Don't date that kid, date me.'
김석진
"Oh. No."
윤여주
"I see~"
Yeoju, when you meet someone
Even when I cry because I was abandoned by that trash
Even when I'm alone in the rain
I was always the one who ran and hugged you
But still, I was never the man you wanted
Still, I believed that one day I would be able to hold you in my arms with all my heart.
Because if I have you, I can give up everything and go to you
작가
This episode was a past episode from the perspective of the sub-male lead Seokjin.
작가
The side of the male lead in the movie was barely shown and passed by briefly.
작가
I wanted to unravel the content like this
작가
Seokjin was a guy who protected the female lead from the beginning and he almost became a villain, but together with Yoongi hehe
This episode continues in the next episode^^
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I'll do whatever you want.
instead,
Please don't interfere any further.
sorry..
I don't smile all the time either
I laughed because it was you
Thank you~♡^^