Ghost of the Night -
02. Kim Jong-hyun
08:06 AM
Always, same time and classroom
And, the school bench where I always sit alone
I think, "Why is there a school? Why is there a school?"
I also thought about why I was thinking like this, but still
Because that's what I thought, and
I am always bullied by kids because of that.
I'm such an idiot, and those kids are the same.
선생님
Okay, let's play dodgeball today.
남자애들
Oh, why? I play soccer~
선생님
Today, the person who applied for the loan is Kim Jong-h...
김종현
Oh, please don't say it...
남자애들
Ah, really Kim Jonghyun!!!
남자애들
Ah~ Hey! What the heck,
남자애들
Sigh, what the fuck, fucking asshole, how fun is dodgeball? Tsk tsk, useless lol
김종현
...
선생님
Hey! Why don't you be quiet?! I told you not to swear in front of the teacher! And Jonghyun didn't say anything either,
김종현
...It's okay, I just won't do it...
여자애들
Sigh,,, tsk tsk ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
김종현
Now even girls...
김종현
I just want to die...
김종현
It's so hard
김종현
too...
김종현
It's hard!!!!! Seriously...
김종현
...
(Oh right, and this scene is from when I was in 1st grade of middle school.)
박슬
Hey? You must have been upset when the kids said something to you earlier... Are you okay...?
김종현
Huh? .. Ah.....uh.. haha..
박슬
...
Should I say this or not...?
...?
박슬
I might transfer schools...
김종현
what ..?!
박슬
I might transfer schools..
박슬
With Woojin...
김종현
ah ,
박슬
Then let's be friends until then haha
김종현
When are you leaving?
박슬
Me? Um... Today is... the 11th... so on the 25th... haha
김종현
Ah.., not yet haha okay! Still, let's be friends!
김종현
I'm back.
엄마
Are you here?
김종현
yes
엄마
Why are you so late? You're usually the one who comes right after work.
김종현
Oh, I have something to do
엄마
I see ,
김종현
Yes, I will go in.
Squeak -
Tak -
Yes. Mom, you always talk like that. Dad, you've lost your understanding of other people. I'm sick of Mom's tone. I want to hear other moms' tone too. No, I wish Mom would change her tone.
김종현
I was so tired. So today I was able to fall asleep quickly, and I fell asleep again with other thoughts. I wondered why the kids didn't like me, and I wondered if they thought I looked easy and that I was weak.
I'm really so tired, dizzy, tired, have a headache, and want to kill myself.
Then I won't be teased and won't have to go to school, but it's not good that I won't be able to see Seol-i.
Still, I want to die. I wish I could just get rid of the thought of wanting to die in the first place.
김종현
Ha, it's hard.