I like Kyungsoo!! [Break]
In the end I
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Ugh...
Maybe because I got hit yesterday, I started to feel pain here and there and it was hard to even raise my upper body.
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.......
I came to my senses and looked around the room. I saw Soo-jung sleeping against my bed.
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...I don't even want to cover myself with a blanket...
I tried to cover myself with the blanket I was covering myself with, but the crystal was already broken.
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Are you awake..?
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Ah.. yeah
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Why are you sleeping there so uncomfortably? Go home.
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How can I leave you behind?
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Phew- I have a brother too
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Sorry...
Sujeong hugged me and kept apologizing, even though she hadn't done anything wrong.
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I'm sorry... I'm sorry, heroine...
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What are you sorry for? You didn't do anything wrong.
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Sorry....
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Are you crying?
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..........
I looked at Soo-Jung's face and wiped her tears as I spoke.
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Why are you crying
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You really didn't do anything wrong, okay?
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Lady...
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Ugh... Stop
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......after
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Aren't you tired?
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huh..
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Have you eaten? I think it's past lunchtime.
It was Sujeong who shook her head from side to side at my words.
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Oh my, if we don't eat, we'll have no energy. Let's go eat.
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what...?
Maybe because it was Saturday, everyone was gathered in our living room.
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Hey, are you awake?
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Where does it hurt?
오세훈
are you okay?
김종인
Can I avoid going to the hospital?
김종대
Do you need anything?
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......
Kyungsoo just stared at me, his head pounding from the constant barrage of questions.
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I'm okay
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If you still have any pain, tell me and go to the hospital.
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I'm really okay.
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By the way, has everyone eaten?
At my words, everyone turned their heads or bowed to avoid my gaze.
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Ha... What did I say that made everyone starve? Did I die or something?
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Let's eat first. It's not good for your health.
It's 4pm now. It's way past lunchtime, so how can I not have eaten anything? Sorry.
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We'll do it, you go and rest.
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No. You all starved because of me. I'll do it, so help me.
I made it like that in a jiffy and served it on the table.
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Are you eating quickly?
They took note of what I said and started eating one by one.
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But... why are they all gathered together?
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I was thinking about how to deal with him
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Just pass over the processing
도경수
No, how did you get over this..! Hey..
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I'm fine. I'm fine. I don't want to make a big deal out of it.
김종대
But this isn't it
오세훈
i think so too
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Okay, heroine, this time, please accept the apology properly.
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Apology? Soojung, you know who he is. Do you think he'll apologize?
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still
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And I don't even want an apology. Whenever I see him, my hands shake like crazy and I stutter like an idiot. I... find it hard to even look at his face. Let's just... let's just cover it up... okay?
오세훈
Lady...
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Thanks for helping me. But...you don't have to do more. So, everyone, go home now.
도경수
Can't cover it.
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what?
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I can't cover it.
Everyone seemed flustered by Kyungsoo's words, and I stared at him as well.
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I'm going to get an apology from him and open a school violence committee.
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Do Kyungsoo...
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You know this isn't just about you.
도경수
Just because he doesn't harass you, do you think you'll never harass anyone else? No. If you avoid him like that, someone else will suffer. So trust us and follow us.
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Do you know what kind of person she is?
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Do you know why I was beaten and abused since I was little, but he goes to school just fine?
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I...even as time passes...still...still have many wounds that haven't healed...but he...doesn't know why he's okay!!!
The tears I had held back began to flow again, and I cried and screamed.
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Do you know what my homeroom teacher said when I went to see him in middle school?
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When that kid was being beaten by his seniors and his body and mind were being torn apart... he went to his homeroom teacher to grab onto even a straw... but... ah...
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Stop crying, you little shit..
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Let go.
I pushed away my brother's hand that was holding my arm and spoke again.
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Just...let it go...
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I'm not rich and I'm an orphan...sob...I have parents...sigh...rich...sob...Kim Da-in...please take care of me...sigh...
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I...I went because it was so hard...but you did that to me..!!!
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And when their parents came, they slapped me in the face for no reason.
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Where did someone like me come from to ruin his daughter's life?
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Do I feel better if I hear that again? Huh?
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Now there's a different homeroom teacher...
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It's the same, it's the same!!!
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Do you think I only asked my homeroom teacher?
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No. I went to several teachers and told them, but they all just said, "Let's just ignore it."
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I don't want to hear it again, knowing I'll get hurt.
bang-
After saying my last words, I went into the room.
Memories of that day became sharp arrows, stabbing me here and there.
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under.....
Knock knock
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...come in
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.......
Surprisingly, the person who knocked and came in was Gyeongsu.
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Do you have something to say?
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uh
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sun
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You are not alone. We will all help you.
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No need..
도경수
No. I'm going to make you apologize. No matter what. So don't be discouraged.
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No need..!
bang
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under.....
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Where is Do Kyungsoo?
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I went out..
bang-
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I followed Kyungsoo out of the house.
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Do Kyungsoo!!!!
I shouted at Kyungsoo, who was walking far away. At my voice, Kyungsoo stopped walking and I ran towards him.
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Don't you think what you're saying is nonsense? I'm fine.
도경수
Then you.
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Why are you suddenly being nice to me? Since when did you become so close to me, coming to my house and meddling?
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Park Yeo-ju
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Because I like you? Yes, I liked you.
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But not now.
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what?
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Not now!!
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So don't worry about whether I get hit or get an apology.
도경수
Park Yeo-ju!!!
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What!! It's not me who's right, is it you? Why are you so interested in other people's business when it's not even yours!!
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Park Yeo-ju...!
It was Soo-jeong who grabbed my arm and followed me.
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Let go.
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Park Yeo-ju, you really...!
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Let go!! Let go!!!
도경수
No matter how much you protest, I will make you pay for your sins.
match-
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iced coffee.....
Without realizing it, my hand slapped Kyungsoo's cheek. The kids looked flustered, and I couldn't believe it either.
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Uh...uh...
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Hey, are you okay? Are you okay? Okay? Hey..
widely-
I pushed away Soo-jeong's hand that was holding mine and looked at my hand.
And I ran. Without a destination.
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Park Yeo-ju!!!!
I heard Soo-Jung's voice from afar, but I couldn't turn back.
I hit Kyungsoo.
no
I hit a man with my own hands.
The person who hits the person I hate the most
In the end, I became that kind of person.