I want to walk, but I'm actually crawling

#3 The wounds turned over again, and I jumped up

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Can you tell me?

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yes

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thank you

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Uh... when should we start talking...

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The beginning of pain..ㅂ.

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From 6th grade

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It's been quite a while

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Yoongi

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yes

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You should go to BTS, not ARMY

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Yes..? My grades are only in the Army Middle School..

Yes, Amijung is an international middle school, so you have to have a high average test score.

However, BTS is an elite school, so you need to have an average score of 95 to be admitted.

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That's why I'm telling you to study more!

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yes..

Since then, I have focused solely on studying, leaving my friends behind.

And the mock exam scores

Test average score: 98

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It's great

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Jang Ha-da Min Yoon-gi

I was proud,

Instead, I became an outcast

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It's okay, as long as you get into BTS

And then it was exam day

The children's prank only caused a little lead to come out of the pen.

In the end, I couldn't solve 3 problems.

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....

That was the problem

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94.9 points

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Fail

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...0.1 point? 0.1 point?

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yes..

From then on, I was no longer human.

My room was taken over by my younger brother, and even my attention was taken away.

My new home was in the basement.

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It's okay, I have friends

I thought so, but it wasn't like that.

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Let's play together

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ah..

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no

Continued violence

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Unnecessary bastard

Persistent bullying

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Don't come; ugh, sick*bird*;;;

Persistent suicidal impulses

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Ah... it hurts...

I'm back here again, this cozy place

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I see

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What was the most difficult thing?

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I'm going to sleep

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why?

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Because I hurt myself

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Yes, but that's what you did to escape from the pain.

A lot of time has passed

05:00 AM

I felt a lot of emotions

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Brother...go to sleep now...

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What time is it?

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It's 5 o'clock. Ugh.

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Oh my god

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I'll wake you up later

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uh

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When did you say that? lol

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I know

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good night

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My brother too

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Self-harm is not a wound you inflict on yourself; it is simply a treatment for pain.