Just a Girl

Belong

After we ate again in the beach I go to the Comfort Room then I saw three girls looking at me.

Hi. We know you can we take a picture with you?

Jisoo

Ahm yeah sure sure.

We just want to ask. Are with the other member? Can you tell us where are they? I'm fan of Jennie and I hope we can see them also

Jisoo

Yeah they are outside

Girl 1

Okay okay thankyou bye!

Jisoo

Ah yeah welc--

Then they left after we take a selfie. I don't know I think they just wanted to ask me where the others and didn't want to take pictures

I am used to it already. Taking pictures even if I saw something in their face like they didn't want it and just really wanted to ask

Sometimes if I am alone and after taking pictures with me and asking that question they leave with a sad face

and like what I said I am used to it

After what I need to do I leave the Comfort room and go back to where I leave them but so many people around them. I tried to approach them

But so many people pushing each other and want to approach them also. People didn't even notice me. It is like I am not one of the members.

It is like I am not belong in their group.

I seat in one of the chair there and close my eyes. It's so relaxing but when I think about what happen earlier and before I always think

Do I really belong in them? Yeah I know I am not like them. I am not that good in singing and dancing like them

But do I deserve to be treated like them? My members always concern about me in all of us I have only few fans and many haters.

Telling me I am not good enough and have only pretty face. Yeah I admit it.

I am not good enough to be one of the member but I am doing my best and I am hardworking to be like them.

I hope my or our fans will see that. I am really doing my best to be worthy.

I am still thinking something when someone touch my shoulder and shake that.

Guy

Oh hey!

Jisoo

Hi Sir what can I do for you?

I say that like I am one of the employee or one of the people working in that beach

Guy

HAHAHAH are you one of the employee here? Why are you talking like that?

Jisoo

Yes sir! I just finish my work and about to go home sir.

Guy

Really? I don't believe you is there some employee who is resting and enjoying the view of their workplace

Jisoo

Yes sir if you still didn't see any employee who is doing that. I am the proof of it sir!

Guy

HHAAHAH as if I will believe you! I know you!! You are the member of Blackpink right?

Jisoo

Oh No I don't belong in that group I am not that girl! Maybe we are just look alike what do you think? Am I pretty enough to be one them?

Guy

Yeah you are!! I know you cause I am your fan Ms. Kim Jisoo

I am surprised about what he told me.

Jisoo

Oh! You are my fan? Really? Cause if not and just wanted to ask where is the other I am telling you that their inside the Restaurant

Guy

No I already go there after my friends telling me that the Blackpink is here and I don't see you there so I thought you didn't join them

Jisoo

Ah maybe you are right to not come here anymore

Guy

Why? If you didn't go here I won't see you my day wouldn't be complete

Jisoo

HAHAHAH you're so funny

Guy

It's true I really like you that my day won't be completed if I didn't see your face. I always stalk and dm you in your social media

Jisoo

HAHAHAH really sir?

Guy

So can I take picture with you? And please I won't be shy anymore to ask you. Can you even seen my message and reply if you have a time?

Jisoo

Oh sure but I will seen and read it but I won't reply to your message. Cause you know my other fans will tell me it's unfair

Guy

Oh. Okay. Thankyou for that.

Jisoo

HAHHAHAHA joke of course I will relpy to your messages I just don't have a time before. Sorry for not replying okay? Don't be mad at me

Guy

Why are you like this?

Jisoo

Why? Am I doing something wrong? I am sorry for that. I am just joking

Guy

No what I mean is you are making me like you more. Is it not enough you making me feel that I should love you more.

Jisoo

Aww did you know? You making me so happy. You are not the one who feel happy right now. I am also.

Guy

Why? Aren't you happy earlier when you are with the other members?

Jisoo

Yeah I am but itbis like when some of our fans or maybe their fans come near us or when I encounter them it's like the are just coming to me

Jisoo

To ask me where is the other. It's making me feel like I don't belong in the group and just an assistant?

Guy

So I think they are wasting their opportunity to be a lucky person. Maybe I am the only lucky person that liking a girl like you

Jisoo

Ah I think they aren't cause after they waste a time to ask and come to me they will meet their idols.

Guy

Oh I scratch what I say earlier I forgot I know I am not the only person who like you. I know there are so may fans who also like you

Jisoo

You think so?

Guy

I don't think so cause I really know it. Did you know sometimes I am encountering so many rivals and enemies because of you?

Jisoo

Me? Why? Are you encounteing my haters? Don't fight with them just ignore them and think positive. I will be sad if my fans will fight back

Guy

Do you have haters? I don't see any haters or if I will encounter them in the future I will just ignore them or report their accounts

Jisoo

Very good

Guy

But what I am saying is You have so many supporters and so many people like or love you

Jisoo

yeah?

Guy

Yeah sometimes I am so annoyed with them they like asking you when you are doing some lives

Jisoo

What questions?

Guy

Like if you want to marry them? Be their girlfriend or what. It annoy me sometimes

Jisoo

I didn't even know that all I know is I don't think I don't deserve someone or even you as my fans

Guy

Just believe that you are really meant to be one of the members okay? Believe you belong to this world and so many people love you.

Guy

Your fans and I know you deserve it. You are so good at everything woth that looks and that talents? You're also smart and have a good heart

Jisoo

Tss but I am not good enough like the oth----

I am not done with what I am saying when Jennie call me

Jennie

Jisoo unnie!!! Where did you go? You told us you will just go to C.R. but you didn't come back. We are so worried

Lisa

Yeah we thought someone kidnap you! Dont make us worry like that okay?

Jisoo

Yes Ma'am! Oh by the way I meet some fan

Rosé

Oh hi! Thank you for accommodating our Unnie but we only just have a little time. Can we get her back?

Guy

Ah yeah yeah ahmm... Thank you Kim Jisoo for your time. You make me like you more

Then Jennie pull me to our Hote