Just a Girl

Belong

After we ate again in the beach I go to the Comfort Room then I saw three girls looking at me.

Hi. We know you can we take a picture with you?

Ahm yeah sure sure.

We just want to ask. Are with the other member? Can you tell us where are they? I'm fan of Jennie and I hope we can see them also

Yeah they are outside

Okay okay thankyou bye!

Ah yeah welc--

Then they left after we take a selfie. I don't know I think they just wanted to ask me where the others and didn't want to take pictures

I am used to it already. Taking pictures even if I saw something in their face like they didn't want it and just really wanted to ask

Sometimes if I am alone and after taking pictures with me and asking that question they leave with a sad face

and like what I said I am used to it

After what I need to do I leave the Comfort room and go back to where I leave them but so many people around them. I tried to approach them

But so many people pushing each other and want to approach them also. People didn't even notice me. It is like I am not one of the members.

It is like I am not belong in their group.

I seat in one of the chair there and close my eyes. It's so relaxing but when I think about what happen earlier and before I always think

Do I really belong in them? Yeah I know I am not like them. I am not that good in singing and dancing like them

But do I deserve to be treated like them? My members always concern about me in all of us I have only few fans and many haters.

Telling me I am not good enough and have only pretty face. Yeah I admit it.

I am not good enough to be one of the member but I am doing my best and I am hardworking to be like them.

I hope my or our fans will see that. I am really doing my best to be worthy.

I am still thinking something when someone touch my shoulder and shake that.

Oh hey!

Hi Sir what can I do for you?

I say that like I am one of the employee or one of the people working in that beach

HAHAHAH are you one of the employee here? Why are you talking like that?

Yes sir! I just finish my work and about to go home sir.

Really? I don't believe you is there some employee who is resting and enjoying the view of their workplace

Yes sir if you still didn't see any employee who is doing that. I am the proof of it sir!

HHAAHAH as if I will believe you! I know you!! You are the member of Blackpink right?

Oh No I don't belong in that group I am not that girl! Maybe we are just look alike what do you think? Am I pretty enough to be one them?

Yeah you are!! I know you cause I am your fan Ms. Kim Jisoo

I am surprised about what he told me.

Oh! You are my fan? Really? Cause if not and just wanted to ask where is the other I am telling you that their inside the Restaurant

No I already go there after my friends telling me that the Blackpink is here and I don't see you there so I thought you didn't join them

Ah maybe you are right to not come here anymore

Why? If you didn't go here I won't see you my day wouldn't be complete

HAHAHAH you're so funny

It's true I really like you that my day won't be completed if I didn't see your face. I always stalk and dm you in your social media

HAHAHAH really sir?

So can I take picture with you? And please I won't be shy anymore to ask you. Can you even seen my message and reply if you have a time?

Oh sure but I will seen and read it but I won't reply to your message. Cause you know my other fans will tell me it's unfair

Oh. Okay. Thankyou for that.

HAHHAHAHA joke of course I will relpy to your messages I just don't have a time before. Sorry for not replying okay? Don't be mad at me

Why are you like this?

Why? Am I doing something wrong? I am sorry for that. I am just joking

No what I mean is you are making me like you more. Is it not enough you making me feel that I should love you more.

Aww did you know? You making me so happy. You are not the one who feel happy right now. I am also.

Why? Aren't you happy earlier when you are with the other members?

Yeah I am but itbis like when some of our fans or maybe their fans come near us or when I encounter them it's like the are just coming to me

To ask me where is the other. It's making me feel like I don't belong in the group and just an assistant?

So I think they are wasting their opportunity to be a lucky person. Maybe I am the only lucky person that liking a girl like you

Ah I think they aren't cause after they waste a time to ask and come to me they will meet their idols.

Oh I scratch what I say earlier I forgot I know I am not the only person who like you. I know there are so may fans who also like you

You think so?

I don't think so cause I really know it. Did you know sometimes I am encountering so many rivals and enemies because of you?

Me? Why? Are you encounteing my haters? Don't fight with them just ignore them and think positive. I will be sad if my fans will fight back

Do you have haters? I don't see any haters or if I will encounter them in the future I will just ignore them or report their accounts

Very good

But what I am saying is You have so many supporters and so many people like or love you

yeah?

Yeah sometimes I am so annoyed with them they like asking you when you are doing some lives

What questions?

Like if you want to marry them? Be their girlfriend or what. It annoy me sometimes

I didn't even know that all I know is I don't think I don't deserve someone or even you as my fans

Just believe that you are really meant to be one of the members okay? Believe you belong to this world and so many people love you.

Your fans and I know you deserve it. You are so good at everything woth that looks and that talents? You're also smart and have a good heart

Tss but I am not good enough like the oth----

I am not done with what I am saying when Jennie call me

Jisoo unnie!!! Where did you go? You told us you will just go to C.R. but you didn't come back. We are so worried

Yeah we thought someone kidnap you! Dont make us worry like that okay?

Yes Ma'am! Oh by the way I meet some fan

Oh hi! Thank you for accommodating our Unnie but we only just have a little time. Can we get her back?

Ah yeah yeah ahmm... Thank you Kim Jisoo for your time. You make me like you more

Then Jennie pull me to our Hote