love your self

first

Just as I was about to fall, someone caught me.

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(I opened my eyes and looked at him)

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Are you trying to die?

He asked me that

I asked

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Are you going to stop it?

The person I was seeing for the first time answered

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No, I don't think so.

I was momentarily puzzled

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Normally, in this case, wouldn't you tell them not to die?

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I guess so

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But even if I say something like that here, is there any guarantee that you won't do the same thing somewhere else next time?

I couldn't say anything.

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See, it's not there.

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I'm just a stranger who has no right to tell you what to do about your life.

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..........

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Still... if I had to say, don't die

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.....You said you didn't care

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Yeah, that's right

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But you hesitated earlier

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....did you see it?

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Yeah, from the beginning

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If you really wanted to die, you would have jumped in without hesitation as soon as you got here.

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Without even a chance for me to stop him

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......

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But you're alive now, not dead

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And in the middle of a crowded city

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Honestly, aren't you hoping someone will catch you right now?

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....no

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I didn't want you to hold me so I wouldn't die...

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No!! Who are you to say something like that so easily...

( Gulp )

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It's my first time seeing you... Ugh... Who are you...?

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Yeah, I don't know anything about you.

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He's just a stranger passing by

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Ugh...ugh...sob...

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I won't say the obvious thing about how the world is worth living in.

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Because the world is a beggar

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...sob...sob...

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This world won't change just because you die. It won't be easy for you just because you die.

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So live. Live and show this shitty world that the world you live in is still worth living in.

I thought my tears had all dried up

The moment I heard that story, tears came to my eyes.

It collapsed without a trace.

Actually, I guess that really happened....I wish someone would catch me

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Cry

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To my heart's content

A cool hand covered my eyes.

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Sob... sob...

(I held the hand I was seeing for the first time and cried, really hard)