my story

[Kim So-jung] The reason I'm silent

that's right.

I have no words.

Why?

I have a lot to say.

It's just that I don't express it.

Why is that?

I don't know how to say it.

I don't know what to say, so that's why.

I don't know how to say it so you won't feel bad.

'What if my words hurt you?'

'What if you guys feel bad even though I said it as a joke?'

'What if my words break your trust in me?'

'What if you don't like what I say?'

Because of useless thoughts,

Because of such useless worries,

So that's why.

The reason why I am silent.

This is why.

That's why

You guys are really annoying me.

I am speechless,

Because I didn't express my opinion,

Because I don't know what I'm thinking

When you ask me,

I waited for a long time.

He wanted me to answer.

But you know what?

There's another reason why I'm silent.

In addition to what I mentioned

There is another reason.

You didn't know?

You wouldn't have known.

It's natural not to know.

Why?

You guys don't care about me.

Looking at me,

Asking my opinion,

What interests me is,

There's nothing else besides school activities.

Isn't that right?

Because you weren't interested in me in the first place

What am I thinking,

How do I feel?

You don't know anything at all?

Even if I speak first

"huh?"

"no."

"Oh really? I see."

"okay."

This is just a short answer.

And yet you want detailed answers from me.

Can I open my heart to you guys like that?

well...

I don't know.

You know.

Before you get what you want from me

You guys, change your behavior first.

Don't expect too much from me.

I do it when I talk to you too.

Just like you talk to me when you want something from me

I'll talk to you when I want something from you too.

Don't worry, I'll say what I want to say.

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The reason I don't speak is simple.

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I'm afraid you might not like what I have to say.

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I'm afraid you might have a hard time hearing what I say.

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I'm afraid you might get hurt when you hear what I say.

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I'm afraid you might get hurt by what I say.

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Because no one cares about me.

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Because no one wants to come to me.

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Because no one reaches out to me or holds my hand.

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That's all.

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There is no other reason.

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The only reason I don't open my mouth is this.

[Kim So-jung] The reason I'm silent The end-