Our Destiny

01ㅣYou are the only one who approached me when I was crazy about alcohol.

After another grueling day at work, Yu-hye heads to the convenience store. As soon as she enters, she heads straight for the liquor section, grabbing nine bottles of soju and ten cans of beer and bringing them to the register. A part-timer, perhaps a newcomer, sees Yu-hye's purchases and asks, surprised.

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Excuse me... Are you having a party today?

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No, I buy it to drink alone.

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This, this much… is that all?

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Yes, please calculate it quickly.

With those words, Yu-hye paid her bill and left the convenience store. She looked at the bags of alcohol, her expression bright with happiness, and then walked home.

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Ugh… how do I live without alcohol, really?

Tiring, her phone rang as she was in the middle of a drinking session. Yu-hye frowned, annoyed and broken, then picked up her phone and checked her text messages. The first name that popped up was none other than "Psychiatrist Kim Seok-jin."

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You know I'm coming to the hospital tomorrow, right?ㅣ10:38 PM

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신유혜

PM 10:38ㅣYes, yes, of course.

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You're not drinking again, are you?ㅣ10:39 PM

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Why isn't there an answer? Are you drinking? | 10:43 PM

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PM 10:43ㅣYou know, I can't live without that drink.

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But it's physically better not to drink.ㅣPM 10:43

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PM 10:44ㅣThat's because I'm not feeling well mentally.

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Yeah... who's stopping you? Come to the hospital tomorrow on time.ㅣ10:44 PM

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Yeo-ju had been seeing a psychiatrist for depression for a year, and perhaps because of that, she'd become quite close with her doctor. Of course, she couldn't trust anyone else.

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teacher.

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Oh, Yuhye is here?

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yes.

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Just sit back and wait, I have one more patient to attend to.

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Well… I understand.

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Brother, aren't you coming quickly?

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Hey, let's go.

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You seem like a really bright person.

The female protagonist, who thought, "He calls his teacher 'hyung'? They must be really close," sat down on the hospital chair and stared at the floor, thinking of nothing else but wanting to drink.

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Yuhye, come in.

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Oh, yes.

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How are you doing these days?

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It's the same as last month, you know.

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Drinking, crying… repeat.

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Are you taking your medicine properly?

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Yes, I take it every day… but it doesn’t get any better.

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At work, I get bullied every day, and when I get home, I'm alone... It's really hard.

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My depression is severe…

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I'll prescribe some medicine.

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Oh, right… teacher.

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huh?

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I… I don’t think I can sleep these days.

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How many hours can I sleep if I lie down?

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4 hours…?

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Insomnia… Severe depression and insomnia.

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I can't sleep, I'm going crazy, and even when I do manage to fall asleep, I have nightmares.

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So… I have no choice but to rely more on alcohol.

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don't cry.

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Sigh… All my patients are seriously ill.

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Teacher, among your patients, is there anyone else who is seriously ill besides me?

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Yeah, that guy from earlier.

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Did you see it too?

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신유혜

Oh, you called the teacher hyung…?

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Yeah, he has really bad anxiety.

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신유혜

I see…

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Well, go now.

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If you have any further difficulties or things seem to be getting worse, please contact me anytime.

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Yeah, thank you always.

After leaving the hospital and getting her prescription, Yu-hye headed to a convenience store. Just as she was about to enter, something caught her ankle. The patient, who had been suffering from anxiety earlier, was drinking alone at a table in front of the convenience store. Yu-hye saw him and approached him.

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Why are you here like this?

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Huh? That's Seokjin's patient...

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I… You recognize me.

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Um… I heard you have severe anxiety. What makes you so anxious?

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My job is… a writer.

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People are… all looking forward to my next work.

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However, I don't have the confidence to create a work as big and fun as people expect.

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Why do you think so?

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All of my works were hits, even becoming bestsellers.

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But… I don’t have the ability to create a work better than that one.

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It's not like I'm a good writer, I just got lucky and it became a bestseller.

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Where in the world is there a writer who just gets lucky and becomes a bestseller?

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That's possible because the author writes well and writes things that people like.

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Thank you for saying so…

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I heard you were suffering from depression, but you don't seem that depressed.

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Why… are you suffering from depression?