The aesthetics of youth

#5 - Unprecedented

김여주

I'm back!

Trying to exhale evenly

He greeted me loudly from the front door.

김여주

Ma'am, the tutor hasn't arrived yet...

“Oh, hello, miss.”

The heroine blinked her eyes a couple of times.

What is this person?

Instead of the usual lady who would smile at me and say, "Have a nice trip!"

Someone else was standing there.

“I started a new job today…”

김여주

Excuse me, you're starting a new job today?

“Yes, yes…”

I didn't control my facial expressions well.

The new helper lady was frightened by my expression.

He kept elongating the endings of his words.

I'm sorry, but I couldn't face him with a calm face.

김여주

The person who was there before that.

김여주

Where did your mother go?

“That… I’m good at it too…”

김여주

under…!

At the same time, I burst out in laughter that I couldn't hold back.

The atmosphere inside the house was cold and frozen.

김여주

Again, they do as they please…

"yes…?"

The woman's face was beyond white, almost blue.

Oh, what does my expression look like right now?

Only then did I relax my stiff facial muscles.

I was able to give the lady a friendly smile.

김여주

I'm not talking to you, so don't worry about it.

김여주

Has your tutor arrived?

“No… he hasn’t come yet.”

Should I say it's a blessing in disguise?

I was worried that I wouldn't be able to properly remember the content of today's class with this feeling.

김여주

The tutor won't be coming today.

“Yes? But you’re coming today…”

김여주

What I mean is, you don't need to prepare anything like fruit.

"Well, it can't be helped since you've already shaved it," he said with a smile.

The female lead, who had just sent a text message to her tutor saying that she did not need to come today,

I bowed briefly to the lady and went up to my room on the second floor.

The lady who was quietly looking at the female protagonist's gentle smile

I soon returned to the kitchen.

The heroine thought to herself that she was lucky and crumpled her face.

The anger was too overwhelming to keep smiling any longer.

It's a good thing you came into the kitchen just in time.

As soon as Yeoju closed the door, she made a phone call.

Every time the reception sound is cut off and then reconnected

The bed sheets were crumpled without mercy.

김여주

What are you trying to do now?

As soon as the call was connected with a click,

The heroine shot back fiercely.

김여주

Why did you cut it, ma'am?

김여주

You know I relied on that person a lot and liked him.

김여주

Why are you acting so selfishly when you know it all so clearly…!

[ Have you said everything you wanted to say? ]

김여주

Mom! Is this really going to happen?

엄마

I cut it because it kept crossing the line.

"Why are you talking to me like I'm your daughter?" the mother on the other end of the phone said, suggesting she had nothing more to say.

김여주

…But you could have at least said a word to me.

There was a mountain of things I wanted to say.

That person was more like a mother to me than my own mother.

That person was the only good thing in this corner of the house.

But every time I try to open my mouth

I feel like crying is about to come out,

I had no choice but to keep my mouth shut.

엄마

Okay, I'll tell you next time.

엄마

I'm busy, so I'll hang up now.

The call ended like that.

I bit my lower lip.

김여주

Oh... Really.

It's annoying.

School life, this damn corner of the house, and even Lee Seok-min, who keeps interfering in none of my business.

Everything is annoying.