The deepening wounds of the heart
52. Rebellion
[Eunbi's point of view]
Eunbi's father) Eunbi
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huh?
Eunbi's dad) Have you tried calling your mom?
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no
Here we go again
That story...
I really hate it.....
Why should I do this?
Just because you're a mom?
Because I'm a mother?
Eunbi's dad) Call your mom
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no
I really hate it
Why me?
Because I'm a daughter?
No, I don't like it
If that's the case, then dad should do it
Don't make me do it
Eunbi's father) Try it
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Oh, I don't like it
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I said I didn't like it, so why do you keep doing that?
Eunbi's dad) But she's your mom.
mom?
her...
Don't be ridiculous
Yeah, well...
Mom is right
But I hate it all now
Seeing my mother, hearing her voice,
Being with my dad, and my dad talking to me about my mom
I hate everything
Eunbi's father) Hey, Jeong Eunbi
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Because I am my mother's daughter
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Because she's my dad's daughter
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Do I have to keep in touch with everyone?
Eunbi's father).....
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If that's the case, you shouldn't have divorced.
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You hurt me and now you want me to contact you?
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Don't you think so?
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Am I not even human?
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Are you a beast?
It exploded
My heart...
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This will scar me for the rest of my life.
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I can't erase it
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Do you think I didn't try hard?
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I tried to pretend everything was okay
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I pretended like nothing happened
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But what if that doesn't happen easily?
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What do I do if I have trouble adapting?
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What can I do if this is not something I can easily adapt to?
This thing called divorce,
Even as time passes
I couldn't accept it
It's been almost two months
When I think about the incident
I remember it vividly
Even after a really long time
Unforgettable
Isn't that the biggest wound that remains inside me?
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Mom and Dad argued and fought
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Do you know how hard it was for me?
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Just once,
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I feel like that scene is being pictured in my head
The sound of dad getting angry at mom
Still vivid
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I heard everything
Eunbi's father).....
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Yeah, so mom and dad hurt me without thinking about it.
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And the wound is very, very deep
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It's a lot deeper than Dad thinks
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The wounds my brother received must be deep too
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It's just that I didn't say anything, I just didn't express it...
Eunbi's father)......
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Even if mom and dad divorce and become strangers, it's over
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we are?
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What about us who are already hurt, tired, and exhausted?
Eunbi's father).....
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In this!
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My heart!
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In my heart!
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Do you know what I mean?
Eunbi's father).......
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I don't want to live
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I just want to die
Eunbi's father)....
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Please leave me alone
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I don't even want to see my mom's face,
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I don't even want to hear your voice
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I hate and dislike my dad too
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I just hate everything
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What Dad is talking about now is,
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Mom and Dad may be strangers, but you still have Mom, so call her.
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Isn't this it?
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That hurts more
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Every time my dad talks like that
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The wounds in my heart are deepening
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Recovery may no longer be possible
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When the wounds become so deep that even I cannot control them,
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I don't know what to do either
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Just leave it alone
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Please
Eunbi's father).....
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....
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.....
No one said anything
It was my first real rebellion.
I avoided my father's presence because I didn't want to see him.
52. Rebellion The end-