The relationship between bullying and bullying
[Eunwoo] - EP.46


I have a secret I can't tell anyone.

일진 1
Hey, is this kid crying again?

일진 2
Hey, don't cry, we were just joking~

It happened when I was young, but I still can't forget it. It's a secret that will remain as an eternal trauma.

But there was also an opportunity for it to change my life.

선배 2
Oh really... this is not fun.

일진 2
Huh-

선배 1
Is that kid crying again?


차은우
...Please, just this once....save me...

일진 2
I told you not to beg again.

??
What are you guys doing now?

That child was like a miracle to me.

일진 1
...Who are you?


배수지
It's me, Bae Suzy.

선배 1
...Su..Suji, that's...


배수지
Oh my, are you guys bullying the kids again?

일진 1
...I'm sorry, Suji. Actually, that's-


배수지
Ugh...look at the blood. How much did you have to hit that kid for it to bleed? And you shouldn't be apologizing to me, you should be apologizing to that kid. The kid's crying?

The child smiled at me.

선배 1
...bounce.


배수지
Are you okay? You seem to be badly hurt. Do you want to go to the hospital?


차은우
...no..


배수지
Oh, I'll wake you up.


차은우
...thank you.


배수지
My name is Bae Suji, and I go to Paradise Middle School. What about you?


차은우
Cha Eun-woo, a first-year student at Paradise Middle School...


배수지
What? We're the same age? By the way, were you in Paradise too? I've never seen anyone like you before...


차은우
...I transferred schools.


배수지
Hmm... You're secretly attractive. Do you want to go out with me?


차은우
...what?


배수지
No... well, I can get rid of those kids who hit you if I want... but if you don't like it, then don't.


차은우
Do you like me..?


배수지
Hey, how can you be so direct? Yeah, I like you. I like you.

So our love began in an awkward atmosphere.

Perhaps thanks to Bae Suzy, I escaped bullying and gained a new name: Iljin.


배수지
OMG!!! Why are you doing this?

학생
Go out with me-


차은우
...You crazy bastard. Won't you get out?

학생
N..what are you?


배수지
Ugh.. Eunwoo!!


차은우
Me? He's my boyfriend.

학생
Ugh...fuck...


차은우
Go when I say nice things to you, if you don't want to be embarrassed in front of the person you like.

학생
.......bad kid...


배수지
Ha... Really..... Cha Eunwoo....


차은우
are you okay?


배수지
Let's go together forever, I really love you-


차은우
..me too.

I thought that love would last a lifetime. But I soon realized that all her actions were fake, and after realizing that, I gradually drifted away from her.


배수지
Oh, this is really boring.

일진 1
Why again.


배수지
If only you guys had harassed Cha Eunwoo a little more back then, it would have been more fun for me.

일진 2
Weren't you dating him?


배수지
We weren't dating, we just had a little fight lol

일진 2
Then that's true lol. You guys are going to be a couple soon.


배수지
Oh really ㅋㅋㅋㅋ It's been a while since I've had a cigarette.

일진 1
You know you'll get in trouble if your parents find out about this, right?


배수지
It doesn't matter, what does it matter to you?

Just then, I happened to see Bae Su-jin on my way to school and overheard what they were saying.


배수지
Oh but what should I do about Cha Eunwoo?

일진 1
Why him?


배수지
He says he doesn't know I've been acting fake towards him lately... What should I do?

일진 2
Just throw it away. That kid is a complete failure.


배수지
...Oh? I feel bad saying I've had fun playing with it so far, so I guess I should say that my parents are against it.

일진 2
Seriously, there's nothing this kid can't do. Hahahaha. You're the best. Eat it all up.


배수지
Hahahaha I know too~


차은우
..was it just me who really liked it?

My feelings were complicated. If it was simply because of her, I should have forgotten about it quickly...


차은우
I don't think it would be a bad idea to drink first...


차은우
Ugh... If I keep doing this, won't I get bullied again?

All I could do was pile up useless worries, and I couldn't even muster the courage.


배수지
Eunwoo~ What are you doing?


차은우
...I'm thinking of breaking up with you.


배수지
what..?


차은우
...What we talked about in the alley yesterday. Did you think I didn't hear?


배수지
Ah.. no, I.. that..


차은우
You're playing with me? What the hell, who fell for it?


배수지
Sob...sob...why are you doing this to me, Eunwoo...


배수지
Actually... my parents... sob...


차은우
You're against it? Please make sense.


차은우
A kid who knows his parents will say something about him smoking but doesn't care, does he break up with them right away when his parents tell him to?


배수지
...Really...I had no choice...


차은우
What can I do? Besides, whether what you said was a lie or not, everything you did to me was a pretense.


배수지
....Fuck, seriously, why is this happening?


배수지
You're so unlucky, you know that?


차은우
There's no one better than you, you know?


배수지
Oh, I know. And it was so much fun playing with your kid, wasn't it? You were acting like a bully~


차은우
....You should stop being so hypocritical. If it weren't for your hypocrisy, I wouldn't be living a shitty life like you.

학생들
Hey, it looks like these guys are fighting!

학생들
They were a crazy couple.

학생들
What the heck? Is Bae Suzy acting crazy again?


배수지
...Fuck, really Cha Eunwoo..


차은우
Tell me more, tell me everything you've been wanting to tell me.


배수지
.....Okay, get out.


차은우
You're the one who talks to me first and then you tell me to get lost? Anyway, you're so annoying.


배수지
....you idiot...really...


배수지
Please...get out of my sight...


차은우
...you.


차은우
Do you know it's your fault?


배수지
I...I...I know...


차은우
...Okay then. Find a good guy.

That was our last appearance, our last meeting.

After that, I didn't see Bae Su-ji at school.

And then, three years later, when I was about to enter high school, I transferred to another school using my parents' business as an excuse, and it seemed like I would never be able to come back.

That's what I was like...


차은우
..yes?

은우엄마
I have to transfer companies again, so I have to go back to the place you originally wanted to go to.


차은우
But... still, going back...

은우아빠
We can't help it. Besides, we can't leave you alone, you're still a freshman in high school.


차은우
.....Do I really have to go?

은우엄마
Well... you don't really have to go, but it would be better for you if you did.


차은우
....yes.

That's how I ended up transferring to Yeonhwa High School.

Of course, I knew there would be a drain here.

but..

I never dreamed that I would be in the same class as him.

Hey Eris, it's been a while ㅠㅠㅠㅠ

I'm sorry for posting this so lateㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ

Still, thank you so much for waiting without saying anythingㅠㅠㅠ♡♥♡♥ Are you having a good Chuseok? I will try harder to write in the future. I really missed you and I love you♥♥♥♥♥