365 days between you and me
[Episode 7] Where to start... How to start...
Leaving behind my true feelings of disbelief
Park Jimin you forced yourself on me
An excuse that isn't an excuse...
I... was saying that I hated it.
Why? Because I'm so different from you?
I'm a top student, just like you said.
Because it's not you?
So...I told you...don't call me a model student...
Thinking back now, just thinking about those words left me with memories that I regret and regret again.
(Jungkook Ver.)
반애들
Hey! Jungkook!!! Which teacher is calling you?
전정국
Me? Why?
반애들
How do we know that?
여주담임
Are you...Jungkook?
전정국
Yes, but.
여주담임
I'm your older sister's homeroom teacher. I'm the third-grade homeroom teacher.
전정국
Ah...yes. But...what happened...
여주담임
I think this story will be a bit long... and I don't think this is something we should talk about here. Let's sit in the teachers' office and talk about it.
My older sister's homeroom teacher, who I'm seeing for the first time, came to see me to see what's going on with my older sister.
여주담임
By any chance... is something going on at Jungkook's house?
전정국
Yes? No. Nothing happened.
여주담임
Um... really?... nothing else...
여주담임
I feel like the female lead has been acting a bit... strange lately...
The teacher handed me the attendance sheet.
여주담임
This is our class's attendance status.
All the students' boxes were clean.
Until a few months ago...
Just looking through the recent dates, I noticed dirty boxes and my sister's number...
여주담임
You too..as you know, the heroine..is not like this..
여주담임
It's obvious something's going on... but no matter how much I ask, he just keeps his mouth shut and won't tell me anything... That's why I'm asking this in case my younger sibling knows.
I felt dazed for a moment.
Unexcused absences, unexcused tardiness, and unexcused early departures and consequences
It's not like something... is happening...
It already seemed like something was seriously wrong.
여주담임
Besides, it seems like the female protagonist's skirts have gotten a lot shorter these days, and she's lost a lot of weight and started wearing makeup.
여주담임
A few days ago, I wrote a resignation letter...
전정국
Yes!?!?!?!?!? What...dropping out?
여주담임
Yeah... dropping out. That's something that should never come out of the mouth of Yeoju, who always ranked first... So I told her to get her parents' consent or bring them over myself...
Parents... We didn't have parents to bring us to school... so I just sighed.
If my mom was here, would she have stopped me? Can I really fix my sister who has changed so much?
여주담임
What I'm more worried about is...
The thought that there was still more left made me lower my head, already exhausted.
여주담임
Usually, when someone changes like this, they start to give up on studying... but Yeoju wasn't even like that.
The yellow paper next to the dirty attendance book was the final exam report card for this semester.
Sister... As always, you got top grades in all subjects.
First place in the entire school and third place in the national mock exam
He was a top student among the best students.
여주담임
If it were the female lead, it would be enough to give her ☆☆, but... Ha... Jungkook, you know...
여주담임
Something is definitely...
전정국
That's wrong...
여주담임
(Nodding) Sister.. You know better than anyone that you're always pretty, bright, and good, so I'm asking you this..
I couldn't hear the words that followed after the story that something was wrong.
No..I couldn't hear you
Because my sister's report card was already a huge shock
One side of my heart was bitter
I really think it would have hurt less if my grades had dropped.
A shortened skirt. A severely withered body. A face covered in makeup.
Everything about my sister was changing
Still, my older sister was trying her best to keep up her studies and grades until the end.
Because of money...
Because of me...
My older sister, who gave me money like she was already old and told me to go out and eat delicious food with my friends every day while smiling.
My sister told me not to worry about things like my college tuition...
☆☆The reason I'm going to college is not because I have a dream, but because I want to get a good job and make a lot of money.
In reality, he himself was not able to become crooked as he wanted.
It hurts my heart...
I left the teachers' office and walked around in a daze, completely drained of energy.
전정국
Seriously... I'm not stupid...
Then suddenly I remembered my older sister Yeoju and went to her class to find her.
전정국
Sister Yeoju..!!!!!!
Sister, as if it were a given, was not there.
윤서우
By any chance...the female protagonist's younger sister?
전정국
Ah..yeah. Have you seen my older sister by any chance?
윤서우
Ah... Yeoju... I left my bag behind a little while ago and just left...
윤서우
Contact...no?
전정국
yes..
전정국
Where the hell did you go... When did you have to worry about leaving work early because you were sick?
I had a feeling it was still somewhere in the school, so I wandered around.
'Squeak'
Finally, just in case, I opened the rooftop door and caught a glimpse of my sister's back.
전정국
Ah...really...(mumble)
전정국
....!!!!!!
전정국
Jeon Yeo-ju!!!!!!!! What are you doing!!!!
전여주
J..Jeongg....Ah...
Did I see something wrong? My sister was holding a cigarette in her hand.
전정국
What are you doing...what are you doing!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I was so surprised that I screamed at my sister right there without realizing it.
And... I was surprised once again by the sight of my sister, whom I had never seen before.
전정국
(What the heck...why...why are you doing that...)...sigh.....
전정국
Sister...what are you doing, you're not even a thug!!!!!!!
전여주
....a gangster...lol..better than a top student..(mumble mumble)
전정국
Go to class quickly.
I decided to leave it at that, because I felt like talking any further would only hurt each other's feelings.
전여주
S...class..!?...
At that moment, I saw my sister's expression harden.
전여주
Hey. Jeon Jungkook. You're in class right now. (Serious)
전여주
What are you doing here? Hurry up and go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
전정국
N...What are you doing here, sister!!!!..
전여주
Don't worry!
전정국
How can I turn off my nerves!!!!....I've already seen how much you've changed...How can I...
전여주
You just study!!!!!!!!!!
전여주
Please don't mind what I'm doing.
전정국
...No. Sister, I'm not the main character right now.
전정국
Are you going to bother me until Jeon Yeo-ju comes back? No, I'm going to interfere!!!!!!!!!
전여주
Sigh... If you won't turn off, I'll turn off. Damn it.
What the fuck... I couldn't even imagine where and how it all went wrong... even swearing at things I'd never done before...
'bang!!!!'
With the sound of the sharp rooftop iron door closing, my sister went out.
I never knew my sister, who always seemed to smile, would be such a cold person.
It hurt a little... no, more than I thought...
And above all, I was afraid
Than my sister who won't return to her original form
I wonder if the bruises behind my poor makeup and the dirty doodles on my desk in class are the same thoughts that cross my mind.
That scared me like crazy, and that fear was squeezing my heart.