I'm sorry, it's a country like this

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Mom) What do you want to do now?

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Mom) Aren't you going to clean it up quickly?

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Okay... I'll clean it up...

I immediately started cleaning up the messy kitchen.

My mom is watching me like that

Yewon was just watching the situation.

Mom) Kim So-jeong

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yes?

Mom) Go into that room

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yes?

Mom) Go into that room

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I looked at the room my mother pointed to.

A room in the very corner and not very noticeable

My mom tells me to go in there.

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I once glanced at that room

A dark room with nothing in it

The light barely comes in when the door is open

I never felt like going in there.

I wanted to avoid it, but

I guess it can't be avoided

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Yewon looked at me with anxious eyes.

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I couldn't say anything to that kind of person.

Mom) Go in

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.... yes

I trudged into the room.

As I entered the room, the door closed.

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I don't like scary things...

I collapsed on the floor.

I have no idea what to do

I couldn't eat anything

I couldn't even drink water

I buried my head in my knees.

I don't know when I'll be able to get out of here.

I tried to sneak out, but the door was firmly shut and locked.

I felt like I had lost everything

I was hungry and thirsty but I couldn't eat anything.

I had to endure it, telling myself that it was okay.

After staring blankly for a while, I thought of Yewon.

And I remember what I said to Yewon

"Would you like to go to the living room for a moment? I'll clean this up quickly and then you can play."

"I'll clean this up quickly and then we can play."

What I said was that I would clean up quickly and play

By coming here, I have broken that promise.

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Sorry.....

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I'm sorry, Yewon...

I felt so sorry for Yewon

I made a promise to Yewon that I really couldn't keep...

I said it's better not to make promises you can't keep.

I made a promise I couldn't keep...

How foolish is this?

How much did Yewon get hurt...?

I filled my day with thoughts of Yewon almost every day.

I felt so sorry for Yewon.

*

I was able to come out of that dark space on Sunday evening.

As soon as I left the room, I went to Yewon.

Yewon looked weak

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Yewon, I'm sorry I couldn't keep my promise...

The first thing I said when I got to Yewon was

And from that day on, I think I tried to treat Yewon better.

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