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Page 5 | Dead Flowers in Your Heart
I still feel strong when you think of me
I wish it would just collapse in an instant.
I hope that even if you meet another woman, you will live your whole life without ever forgetting me.
The day you told me to break up with you, my world fell apart into pieces beyond repair.
How could that be nothing to me?
So, I hope you too can live your whole life feeling how I feel.
Every night, I shed tears as I reminisce about the memories we shared together.
Well then, I forgive you.
전정국
Do you remember when I told you earlier that I had something to talk about with you?
전정국
I'll tell you that now.
정여주
…are you serious?
정여주
I'll listen, tell me.
전정국
I told you before that I have someone I like.
전정국
But I don't think I can just like you from behind anymore.
전정국
Should I just confess?
전정국
Or, should we wait a little longer and then do it?
정여주
Does that guy seem ready?
정여주
Are you ready to accept my confession?
전정국
I don't think so, looking at it now.
전정국
Dating still seems scary.
정여주
Then wait a moment_ And, when you look scared
정여주
You appeal, I won't scare you.
전정국
Appeal?
전정국
Okay, I'll try my best.
정여주
Is it done now?
전정국
Yes
전정국
Now I will take you to your sister's house.
정여주
I can go alone, if you want to go home together, just take the same route.
전정국
I need to practice appealing_
정여주
…to me?
전정국
Didn't I tell you before_ that the person I like could be my older sister.
정여주
Don't say things like that lightly_
전정국
Why? Are you excited?
전정국
Are you excited?
정여주
No? I think the baby is whining.
전정국
Baby?! Whining!?
정여주
Oh, whine.
전정국
We're only two years apart
정여주
Even a two year age difference makes a difference.
정여주
Don't mess with me.
전정국
If someone saw us, they would think there was a 5 year age difference.
정여주
If you walk a little further from here, you'll find our house.
정여주
You can go now.
정여주
Thanks for bringing me here today.
전정국
Um...okay, let's go in, sis.
전정국
See you again tomorrow hehe
정여주
Yeah, go in_
I stood on the stairs and watched you until you disappeared from my sight.
I walked towards the house.
정여주
* hello_
정선우
* When are you coming in?
정여주
* Do you know my quitting time?
정선우
* Of course, I know your every move.
정선우
* But it's a bit late today?
정선우
* Do you have a man?
정여주
* …Are you really my stalker?
정선우
* It's true.
정선우
* Is it real?
정여주
* It's noisy, should I order chicken for dinner?
정선우
* Do you want to do that?
정선우
* Come quickly, I'll order it for you_
정여주
* Is Jung Ho-seok staying out again today?
정선우
* He's going crazy.
정여주
* Shouldn't I contact your mother?
정선우
* Are you crazy? Mom, you're falling down.
정여주
* Hey, hang up now
정여주
* Arrive home in 2 minutes.
Thump -
정여주
what.
정여주
Why are you here?
강서준
Why, did you miss me?
정여주
Don't make me laugh_unless I'm crazy
정여주
I don't miss you or contact you first.
강서준
Still the same lol
정여주
These days, one of the first things my ex-boyfriends and ex-girlfriends say is
정여주
Is it trendy to say 'it's still the same'?
강서준
It's been a while since I've seen you, so why are you being so cold to me?
정여주
hey
정여주
You are a black mark on my history.
정여주
It's a dark history that I don't want to relive again.
정여주
So it's just stuck in the past.
정여주
Don't just pop out.
강서준
That's too harsh_
강서준
Do you have a boyfriend these days?
정여주
Why are you curious about that?
전정국
I've been looking for it for a long time.
전정국
What if I go alone? I was planning to eat at my sister's house.
정여주
jungkook jeon...?
정여주
How did you get here?
Without even answering my question, you put your arm around my shoulder.
전정국
Are you hungry?
전정국
I also bought some beer to drink with my older sister.
강서준
who are you?
전정국
Oh, hello.
전정국
He's the female lead's boyfriend.
전정국
Nice to meet you, are you by any chance a friend of Yeoju?
전정국
… But what should we do, my sister and I are so hungry right now
전정국
I think I need to go home quickly and eat.
전정국
Could you please step aside?
강서준
boy friend….
강서준
Are you good at lying?
강서준
Everyone already knows that Jeong Yeo-ju doesn't have a boyfriend.
강서준
Who are you really?
정여주
Kang Seo-jun,
정여주
Is Jungkook my boyfriend?
정여주
So don't come back again
정여주
Just get out.
정여주
I'm so happy because of him these days_
정여주
Because I couldn't even feel happy when I met you,
정여주
Now I need to feel some happiness too.
전정국
As I listened
전정국
I'm starting to feel a little uncomfortable.
전정국
I came to my ex-girlfriend's house without saying anything because she has a boyfriend.
전정국
You're talking nonsense.
전정국
I can't stand it.
강서준
I met a nice guy.
강서준
Okay, let's say this guy is your boyfriend.
강서준
I'll end it here for today.
강서준
Instead, next time we meet again
강서준
If you treat me like this then
강서준
I don't know what will happen to me then.
전정국
hey.
전정국
Say it again.
정여주
stop.
정여주
You go too, Kang Seo-jun.
정여주
Let's never meet again.
I barely managed to send Kang Seo-jun away, and I just stood here, watching you sigh.
정여주
…excuse me.
정여주
You go in now too_
정여주
It's getting very late.
전정국
Sister
전정국
Aren't you excited, sister?
정여주
… Huh?
전정국
I just told someone that I was his older sister's boyfriend.
전정국
Even though I do this kind of skinship and talk to him like a real boyfriend,
전정국
Aren't you excited?
정여주
I don't really understand what you're talking about.
정여주
But Jungkook, just now that…
전정국
I know, it was just acting.
전정국
But I was serious haha
전정국
Are you really oblivious, or are you just pretending not to know?
전정국
I think it's time to notice it now_
정여주
…are you serious?
전정국
I don't ask a girl I'm not interested in to go home with me, and I don't call her my boyfriend.
전정국
Even the women I've met before haven't expressed their feelings this much.
전정국
I kept thinking to myself that I couldn't miss out on this.
전정국
At first, I thought maybe I was going crazy for a moment because my work was so hard.
전정국
When I put my hand on my heart and thought about it, I realized that I really liked my older sister.
전정국
i like you.
전정국
…is this too sudden?
정여주
…uh.
정여주
Give me some time to think.
전정국
As much as you want
전정국
I must be hungry, let's go up and eat quickly.
전정국
I'll ask for your number the day you answer_
정여주
Who gave it to you?
전정국
Ah, really.
전정국
Sister, you know it's really fatal.
정여주
It's noisy, go home quickly.
전정국
see you tomorrow_
Side -
전정국
I'm going
정여주
…what...?
전정국
I'm going_
정선우
Are you crazy?
정호석
Are you crazy?
정호석
But me?
정선우
Except you.
정선우
Jeong Yeo-ju.
정여주
me?
정여주
Why me_
정선우
Why are your eyes red?
정선우
You said you'd be home in 2 minutes, but 20 minutes have passed?
정선우
What were you doing outside?
정여주
What am I red about…?
정호석
I thought it was a tomato when I came in
정여주
Be quiet.
정여주
Coming home once every three days.
정호석
I'm busy.
정호석
But, did you abandon your brother?
정호석
I'm older than you -
정선우
If you were my brother, you would set an example.
정선우
Are you telling everything to your mom?
정호석
You eat the chicken legs.
정선우
You can never beat me
정여주
Childish things.
정선우
So, what did you do outside?
정여주
Are you really curious?
정호석
I'm most curious about this.
정선우
me too.
정여주
I don't really get nervous about things like this
정여주
I wasn't even nervous...
정여주
Why is it like this?
정호석
Did you get confessed?
정선우
That's right_
정선우
Who is it, the one who seduced Jeong Yeo-ju?
정여주
there is...
정선우
Older than you?
정호석
Meet the older woman, heroine.
정호석
From what I've seen, dating younger people isn't that great.
정여주
…you’re younger.
정선우
What are you doing...? Not getting married right away.
정호석
That's crazy.
정여주
He was handsome...
정선우
Get married.
정호석
Throw it away right now.
정여주
Both of you be quiet_
_
_
I miss those days when we would make eye contact, exchange silly jokes, and laugh.
I'm not sure if you're still missing those days.
I'm not doing so well these days_ but I hope you're not doing so well.
Even if you happen to have a new girlfriend
Don't hug me when I cry.
I want to keep that as something you did only for me.
Our memories that once bloomed like beautiful flowers are now nothing but petals and dry roots.
I still have one of our petals.
You too, keep it and reflect on it every day.