Why is your heart...a blade?
Why is your heart...a blade? (Episode 8)



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Ugh...this is hard......

(thud)


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?


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A...family photo?...


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Sigh....ss


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I don't want to think about it...


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At that time....


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When I was young


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My dad was running a small company.


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Successfully developed into a large corporation


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My father was so kind-hearted that word of his many good qualities spread among consumers.


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But... that's when it all started


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When I was a small business owner... my kind and affectionate mother...


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Gambling... Doing drugs... Cleaning up with money...


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His personality also became increasingly violent.


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So, mom goes to do drugs...and dad goes to work


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I only had one younger brother...the one I could rely on...


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I was getting along well with my younger brother, but that happiness didn't last long.


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My mother lost at gambling... She was out of her mind and beat my brother and me as if she was going to kill us...


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I jumped in to protect my little brother... but it was too late....


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My younger brother was hit by a glass cup thrown by his mother... and died unconscious...


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There's nothing I can do, so I just cry on the sidelines.


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Mom... left the house...


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I cried and screamed...


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Why don't you give me eternal happiness? Why doesn't 'eternity' exist for me?


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ha...


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(Tears fall from my eyes)


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Now we have to forget....don't think about it...


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Life really sucks.....

And so... a day passed...


김은아
Are you... too early?


김은아
It's supposed to be 10 o'clock... It's 9:30...


김은아
I feel creepy because I'm alone...

남자선수1
You... are you Kim Eun-ah?


김은아
yes yes....

남자선수1
I'm... interested in you... so... can you give me your number?


김은아
........

남자선수1
Could you give me your number?

남자선수1
(Holds out the phone)


김은아
(Give me a number)

남자선수1
Haha thank you~

남자선수1
(Getting closer)

남자선수1
By any chance...are you free today?


김은아
.......

남자선수1
(Puts a hand gently on her shoulder)

남자선수1
Ah... I can't... Do you have time now?


김은아
..........

남자선수1
(closer)

남자선수1
Eun-ah, is it time now?


김은아
!


김은아
Ji...Jimin...oppa?

남자선수1
?


박지민
Haa... Kim Eun-ah, what are you doing now?


김은아
.......

남자선수1
(falls off gently)


박지민
Surely you're not cheating already?


김은아
.......no....


박지민
Then why were the two stuck together?


김은아
Misunderstanding...hey


박지민
Haa...Okay...Tell me...What is the truth?


김은아
That's... I came out early and was there... but


김은아
This guy suddenly asked for my number...


박지민
Did you refuse?


김은아
.........


박지민
Give me your phone

남자선수1
yes?


박지민
Give me your phone

남자선수1
why?


박지민
What's the point of getting someone else's girlfriend's phone number? You delete it or I delete it.

남자선수1
You don't like it?


박지민
ha....


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Do whatever you want, it won't be effective.


김은아
........


박지민
Why didn't you refuse?


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You have a boyfriend


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Is it okay to give your number to another guy so easily? I don't know if you're forcing it, but it's not like you're asking for it.


김은아
.......Sorry...


박지민
Tell me the number of men who gave me their numbers after dating me...


김은아
About... 13 people...


박지민
Haa... I was skeptical... 13 people in 2 days?


김은아
..........


박지민
Sigh... Let's not practice today.


박지민
Sorry for the sudden cancellation


박지민
Let's do it again tomorrow

남자선수1
Me...I'll go too!

남자선수1
I'll text you later, so reply!


김은아
Rejection... That's wrong.....


김은아
I should have just refused...


김은아
I really didn't want to hurt you...but it broke up...


김은아
I'm going crazy... I feel like something's going to happen again... ss


박지민
I should apologize to Eun-ah...


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I should send a message...


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(Talk) - Sorry... I guess I got too excited...


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(Chat) - Send me a message when you feel better... Let's talk when we meet again.


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This will work...right?


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Okay...just a minute...


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Here is the Ibona chat room...


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I don't know who I got it from... but they keep sending it to me...


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I'm going crazy....


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What do you want me to do... Aaaah!!!!!

At that moment... Lee Bona...


이보나
Huh? Jimin oppa?


이보나
I guess I sent it to the wrong person lol


이보나
Should I tease you a bit? Haha I guess I should drop it now.


이보나
It's nice just thinking about it lol


이보나
Kim Eun-ah, look forward to it.


김은아
Since I was wrong... I should apologize, right?


김은아
But...I don't have the courage...ㅠ


김은아
What should I do?....

(I got a KakaoTalk message)


김은아
?


이보나
Photo (Talk)


김은아
What...what is it...


김은아
You ask me if I'm cheating on you already... and you're already cheating on me?


김은아
What the...


김은아
Is it true or not.....


이보나
(Talk)- Hey, did you see it?


이보나
(Talk) - Jimin oppa is clinging to me lol


이보나
(Talk) - You didn't know?


이보나
(Talk) - If you want to know more, do you know the alley (where there are a lot of sweet potatoes)? Come there.


김은아
Would it be better to go?...


김은아
But that place...isn't it behind the training ground?


김은아
There must be a lot of players going there, so why go that way...


김은아
ha...


김은아
Short sleeves and shorts would be fine....? Nothing's going to happen....


김은아
I need to talk quickly....


이보나
You really came? lol


김은아
Just tell me what you need to know


이보나
Go to Army Cafe and talk


김은아
Sigh... You called me outside... What are you going to do if I go back into the training ground?


이보나
Just follow me without saying anything


김은아
ha...


김은아
Talk quickly


이보나
Don't you regret dating Jimin oppa?


김은아
I knew we'd break up anyway


이보나
(Then I'll finish it cleanly lol)


이보나
Hey look at this


이보나
(pouring hot water on himself)


김은아
What the heck?!


이보나
Gyaaaa ...


박지민
What are you talking about!


박지민
Eun-ah? Why are you here...


이보나
Hmphh ...


이보나
Jimin oppaㅠㅠ


박지민
M...what's going on!


이보나
Iㅠㅠ told Jimin oppa that he sent the wrong KakaoTalk messageㅠㅠ and suddenlyㅠ he poured hot waterㅠㅠ sobㅠ


박지민
Is...is that true?


김은아
...........


박지민
ha....


박지민
Are you going to disappoint me again?


김은아
....(sob)


김은아
Yeah! I swelled up! Didn't you ever think that it was a self-directed play where you got hit a little and cried alone?


김은아
Now the KakaoTalk message I sent by mistake will become the truth. Don't date a cold person like me! Get along well with that vixen!!!!!!!!!


박지민
Sigh....I apologize


김은아
No? I can't


김은아
Why should I apologize when I did nothing wrong!!!!!


박지민
Then you will be treated the same way


박지민
(pouring hot water on Eun-ah)


김은아
Yeah. Leave a piece of trash like me behind and live well.


김은아
I'll turn it off

Went


박지민
(Sigh) Why... did I... do that?


이보나
Oppa!


박지민
kkj


박지민
I have to...go quickly...


박지민
Aaaah!!!!!


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Why am I like that....I guess I'm crazy...


박지민
(jumping)


김은아
You don't need someone like me....


김은아
It's so hot I could die


김은아
Yeah, we can just break up...


김은아
ha......

(dripping)

코치
Eun-ah!


김은아
who are you?

코치
Aren't you practicing?


김은아
Ah...Coach...

코치
Open the door

(opened)

코치
Let's see how much you guys have grown. Bring Jimin.


김은아
N..huh?

코치
Why are you so surprised?

코치
They seem to get along well

코치
It's 12:30 now, so come to the training ground by 12:50.


김은아
......yes....


김은아
I'm going crazy... I just came back from a mess and now how can I call you again... Am I crazy...


김은아
I'm going to get scolded by the coach...


김은아
Aaaah,


김은아
Life is really not worth living

(dripping)


박지민
Ha...I just got in...


박지민
Who are you?


박지민
Why... did you come?


김은아
The coach told us to come to the training ground by 12:50.


박지민
Haa......oh, thank you

(went)


박지민
This is driving me crazy... Coach's timing is really shitty.....sigh...


박지민
I have to go quickly


박지민
(Tadadak)


김은아
Sigh...I lost all my pride...


김은아
The male players' dorms... are really nice....


김은아
Sigh... Fairy in this situation....


김은아
Is this true?...


김은아
If only coaches could live off of their wits...


김은아
Ugh... I'm going back


김은아
Right now... time...


김은아
12:43?! Crazy


김은아
I have to run!!


김은아
Oh my...

코치
Eun-ah, are you here?

코치
Then let's start


김은아
?

코치
I told you to start? What are you dawdling for?


박지민
yes

(Riding)

코치
Jimin! Come closer to Eun-ah!

코치
Eun-ah, why do you have so much strength in your body?

코치
Relax!

코치
Jimin, I told you to stick closer?!

(finished)

코치
Why are you guys like this now!!

코치
The kids who usually do well!!!

코치
I told you to become close because there is a lot of skinship!

코치
The movements are unnatural!!

코치
Even if you're not close, you should get your act together as a national representative. What kind of appearance is that!!

코치
I can't let you compete like this

코치
Do it perfectly by tomorrow


박지민
yes....

코치
Eun-ah isn't answering?


김은아
...yes....

Went


박지민
Eun-ah...


김은아
Don't call my name


박지민
Sorry


김은아
What difference will it make if you apologize now?


박지민
Sorry


김은아
What are you sorry about!!


박지민
I'm sorry, I did everything wrong.


김은아
ha.....


김은아
I did something wrong too!


김은아
I'm sorry I couldn't refuse and gave you my number! It was my fault!


김은아
But do you really have to leave? Do you have to leave my side?


김은아
Should I have been so absorbed in that fox's self-directed drama that I poured water on myself and treated him coldly?


박지민
.............


박지민
(Tears fall)


박지민
Sorry


김은아
Why are you crying....even though you didn't do anything right....!


박지민
I'm sorry


박지민
I'm afraid of hurting someone again... and losing them...


박지민
Because I'm scared


김은아
..........


김은아
If I knew I was going to lose...


김은아
Why did you make me upset...


김은아
Once it freezes...it doesn't melt...you know...


김은아
My heart turns into a blade! You know...


박지민
Me too


박지민
Because I'm the same as you... but... because you melted me...


박지민
I'm cutting your blade right now


박지민
It's melting the frozen thing


박지민
A heart that doesn't change... is being made to change.


김은아
No


김은아
I'm not changing!


박지민
(hugs Eun-ah)


박지민
Sorry.....

(Eun-ah's shoulders get wet)


박지민
It was all my fault....


박지민
Please....don't leave me.....


박지민
Don't leave me alone...


박지민
I'm so sorry....


김은아
No... I'm not changing...


김은아
It doesn't change...why...are tears flowing?


김은아
I shouldn't cry... I don't want to cry... but the tears keep coming out...


박지민
I'm sorry... Eun-ah... I sincerely apologize...


김은아
?!


김은아
(Suddenly thinking of my dead mother) No... I'm more sorry... That's why... Don't cry... ( Tears fall on the ice)

Tears...fallen like ice...melting little by little...


김은아
I'm more sorry...Jimin oppa...I will never leave you...


김은아
I won't leave you alone, oppa....


김은아
Don't cry... (He lifts Jimin up)


박지민
Thank you (bows head)


김은아
Lift your head. You did nothing wrong.


박지민
I can't hear you...


김은아
(grabs Jimin's chin and lifts him up) Raise your head


김은아
(smile)


박지민
Uh...uh//


김은아
Should I... practice the rest?


박지민
That's right....


김은아
Let's practice quickly. It's been a while.


박지민
(snickers) Yeah

The next episode is the last one!